Thanks guys! Peggy not really sure where I can find that. & coffee lids didn't work for me. I found a carton box and made 2 circles the size of the domes but the problem my nips are so sensitive that they still get erected and enlarged from the pressure. Stopped pumping these past 2 days till I figure something else.
I'm sorry it's taking me so long to reply to you guys, here and on different threads. I'm having problems with the internet connections and experiencing a lot of power cuts. I can check but it doesn't go through whenever I try to post. There's a war going on in the country I'm currently visiting so trying to figure out my next step. Middle East is a mess right now, please include us in your prayers and good wishes.
My friend got shot 2 days ago standing in her window with her 3 year old son, they were just shooting randomly. Next day I had a friends wedding. Weird thing is that everyone attends even though there's a 50% chance something on the way might happen to you. I guess life just goes on.
I was wearing my super padded bra yet I was an average size, everyone there was huge. Which made me feel so boobie conscious especially when I got back and took off the bra, I felt so frustrated by what I already have. Yet so much heartbreaking things are happening around me, I should be thankful for staying alive. I guess we hold on to those silly things like boob progress to just make us feel alive or remotely normal.
BB I'm sorry you're feeling down, I know that feeling too well. Sometimes you just feel like everything is working against you and that nothing you seem to do at the moment is giving you any joy. Fact is you just have to hang in there till you get in a better place within yourself. You need to find something that makes you happy or gives you any sort of joy and hold on to it. You also have to always have faith in god and know that he has a plan for you. Did you get your hormones tested? Estrogen dominance also causes severe mood swings and depression. & I second Peggy, maca is an amazing herb, gives you lots of energy and makes you feel great so maybe itl be good for your overall mood to try that.
& even if you've lost the progress you made, youl get it back much easier and faster so don't get discouraged.
Aww that's horrible I hope your friend was OK.
I'm so sorry to hear where are you?
Maybe you are like me and have amazing breasts but only see them as average well I'll tell you on pm I think you can have huge if you like but I thought you didn't want that?
I could be more comfortable to not use anything for nipples I never did my nipples they did nt get bigger except in proportion to breast size and it wasn't the noogleberry that caused that when I got growth spurt I didn't use noogleberry but the swelling of pm made my breasts huge and heavy and the nipples soft and big areolas - this was temporary when the swelling gone nipples returned to normal but a tiny bit bigger but breast bigger too.
Sadly Bonitta she was killed. She left behind her 3 kids all under the age of 6.
I want big boobs that would be proportionate with my body, I love going braless so I want to look like I have boobs even without a bra. My nips and areolae are kinda big comparing to my body so don't want it to get bigger, I want my boobs to catch up to my nipples first.
Any suggestion would be great (PM if you'd prefer)
OMG AA, I am so sorry to hear about your friend. That is so horrible.
My deepest condolences. I will pray for you and your loved ones.
(03-06-2014, 01:04 PM)peggy Wrote: [ -> ]OMG AA, I am so sorry to hear about your friend. That is so horrible.
My deepest condolences. I will pray for you and your loved ones.
Thanks Peggy, I'm sorry too. Im sure she's in a much better place than the place she left behind.
& I totally give in and pumped while taping my nipples. I folded a tissue and placed it on my areolae and then taped it. Washed it thoroughly after so fingers crossed I don't get a rash. My nipples still look bigger than usual after I pump, I hope that's not a long term effect.
(03-06-2014, 11:06 AM)AquaArab Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks guys! Peggy not really sure where I can find that. & coffee lids didn't work for me. I found a carton box and made 2 circles the size of the domes but the problem my nips are so sensitive that they still get erected and enlarged from the pressure. Stopped pumping these past 2 days till I figure something else.
I'm sorry it's taking me so long to reply to you guys, here and on different threads. I'm having problems with the internet connections and experiencing a lot of power cuts. I can check but it doesn't go through whenever I try to post. There's a war going on in the country I'm currently visiting so trying to figure out my next step. Middle East is a mess right now, please include us in your prayers and good wishes.
My friend got shot 2 days ago standing in her window with her 3 year old son, they were just shooting randomly. Next day I had a friends wedding. Weird thing is that everyone attends even though there's a 50% chance something on the way might happen to you. I guess life just goes on.
I was wearing my super padded bra yet I was an average size, everyone there was huge. Which made me feel so boobie conscious especially when I got back and took off the bra, I felt so frustrated by what I already have. Yet so much heartbreaking things are happening around me, I should be thankful for staying alive. I guess we hold on to those silly things like boob progress to just make us feel alive or remotely normal.
BB I'm sorry you're feeling down, I know that feeling too well. Sometimes you just feel like everything is working against you and that nothing you seem to do at the moment is giving you any joy. Fact is you just have to hang in there till you get in a better place within yourself. You need to find something that makes you happy or gives you any sort of joy and hold on to it. You also have to always have faith in god and know that he has a plan for you. Did you get your hormones tested? Estrogen dominance also causes severe mood swings and depression. & I second Peggy, maca is an amazing herb, gives you lots of energy and makes you feel great so maybe itl be good for your overall mood to try that.
& even if you've lost the progress you made, youl get it back much easier and faster so don't get discouraged.
Oh Aqua that's the most terrible sad thing,OMG what is wrong with this world where innocent people who have nothing to do with it get shot. This is soo sad.
You take care of yourself. I feel so sad for you and your friend right now
(03-06-2014, 11:06 AM)AquaArab Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks guys! Peggy not really sure where I can find that. & coffee lids didn't work for me. I found a carton box and made 2 circles the size of the domes but the problem my nips are so sensitive that they still get erected and enlarged from the pressure. Stopped pumping these past 2 days till I figure something else.
I'm sorry it's taking me so long to reply to you guys, here and on different threads. I'm having problems with the internet connections and experiencing a lot of power cuts. I can check but it doesn't go through whenever I try to post. There's a war going on in the country I'm currently visiting so trying to figure out my next step. Middle East is a mess right now, please include us in your prayers and good wishes.
My friend got shot 2 days ago standing in her window with her 3 year old son, they were just shooting randomly. Next day I had a friends wedding. Weird thing is that everyone attends even though there's a 50% chance something on the way might happen to you. I guess life just goes on.
I was wearing my super padded bra yet I was an average size, everyone there was huge. Which made me feel so boobie conscious especially when I got back and took off the bra, I felt so frustrated by what I already have. Yet so much heartbreaking things are happening around me, I should be thankful for staying alive. I guess we hold on to those silly things like boob progress to just make us feel alive or remotely normal.
BB I'm sorry you're feeling down, I know that feeling too well. Sometimes you just feel like everything is working against you and that nothing you seem to do at the moment is giving you any joy. Fact is you just have to hang in there till you get in a better place within yourself. You need to find something that makes you happy or gives you any sort of joy and hold on to it. You also have to always have faith in god and know that he has a plan for you. Did you get your hormones tested? Estrogen dominance also causes severe mood swings and depression. & I second Peggy, maca is an amazing herb, gives you lots of energy and makes you feel great so maybe itl be good for your overall mood to try that.
& even if you've lost the progress you made, youl get it back much easier and faster so don't get discouraged.
I teared up reading about your friend; I'm so sorry! This is such a sick world sometimes! Please stay safe, hon. Thinking about you and praying for your safety and for peace in the Middle East.
Thank you very much for your kind words. I haven't had my hormones tested, but I think I should. You're right, God has a plan for all of us. :-)
Hope you find a solution for your nipples. I've given up and just pump without hindering them, personally.
Thanks guys, I forgot how normal people react to such news. Here it's more like we know it's sad but that's just how fucked up things are and we expect shit like that. We live in constant fear and denial. Yes this world is very cruel, but as long as you have faith and believe that there's a reason for it all and whatever happens is always for the best then you will be able to be tolerant and stay content.
At the moment not feeling very boob happy, one day they're big, next day they're mushy and pointy, another day they're just deflated.... It's driving me crazy! Fingers crossed I get my period in a week so that I can start PM again but a lower dose, really hope what I experienced was just heavy spotting and not an inovulatory cycle.
(04-06-2014, 09:43 AM)AquaArab Wrote: [ -> ]Thanks guy, I forgot how normal people react to such news. Here it's more like we know it's sad but that's just how fucked up things are and we expect shit like that. We live in constant fear and denial. Yes this world is very cruel, but as long as you have faith and believe that there's a reason for it all and whatever happens is always for the best then you will be able to be tolerant and stay content.
At the moment not feeling very boob happy, one day they're big, next day they're mushy and pointy, another day they're just deflated.... It's driving me crazy! Fingers crossed I get my period in a week so that I can start PM again but a lower dose, really hope what I experienced was just heavy spotting and not an inovulatory cycle.
I think that's a positive way to look at it but its so sad.
Sounds like they are growing to me your boobs are one thing to be happy for.
I really hope so Bonitta.
I've been really sad lately, I feel so lost. Other than the exam stress and the countries situation. My ex is back in the picture, we had an honest conversation and he said that he's not ready for a relationship and that he's at a place in his life where he can't give me what I want. Even though all I've asked from him is his affection and attention but he said he tried but I always end up getting mad because it's not enough for me. He said I'm asking more out of him than he can give right now because of how busy he is with work and school. He says that he's not planning on dating and that he wants to stay part of my life till he's ready to commit. I asked him if he expects me not to date but he said that it makes no sense for him to ask me not to since he can't give me what I want and that he wants me to be happy. He knows that I'm completely in love with him and that even when we break up and I date, I always go back to him. It's been on going for fucking 2 years.
Dating has always been my defense mechanism, I've casually dated 3 guys since we broke up but he never did, he just keeps contacting me.
That just completely fucked me up, everytime I try to move on, he traps me back in! Can someone love you but not be able to be with you and be okay with the idea of losing you? I think he knows he won't lose me, that's why even when we break up he makes sure to contact me every week or two. But I don't understand.
Am I supposed to just wait for him for when he's ready to be in a relationship? I'm not asking him to settle or anything, just to call more. He never calls, only messages, calls once every 3 months or so, same when we were dating!
I feel so lost because I've been dating this other guy that I like and we are extremely compatible but I still love my ex and can't imagine my life without him but we won't be together. I want to keep dating this guy in the hopes that il get over my ex but what if I don't? Then il just hurt him.
Relationship advise needed!