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Thanks for the support Abi, I needed it. I've had a long streak of being pressured into sex by guys either too soon or when I didn't want it and I just suck at saying no because I start feeling guilty, but I have come to realize that I have no reason to feel guilty! The girl in the couple pressuring me tried to call me a tease when I said I wanted time to think and that I wasn't ready to give an answer one way or another. As if she would go there.

It is honestly not even enjoyable unless it is with someone you love. I think I am now a one-guy-only kinda girl too, and that is exactly how I want to be (:

Everything else seems to be going good/normal. My boobs have been feeling heavier! Maybe they are preparing for a growth spurt

My spearmint tea came today! I will be doing 2 cups a day

(07-06-2013, 01:34 AM)Outofstyle Wrote: [ -> ]My spearmint tea came today! I will be doing 2 cups a day

Yay!

As for the other stuff... Luckily that is one thing I've never had any real big problems with. There was only one time in my life that I almost made a big mistake sexually, and I was the prime instigator then... It was during one of my hyper-masculinity phases, and for some reason the thought entered my head that if I could just get with a girl all my problems would go away. *eyeroll* Luckily while the girl I managed to kinda sorta "get with" loved petting with me, she drew the line long before any clothes started coming off. But that wasn't really that she wasn't interested in going that far at all, but just... not with me... I was being a fool... a big one. But I've been good at that...

And!!! I do hope you're right about the growth spurt! My breasts don't seem to "spurt" at all... They're just coming in slowly and ever slowly...

Yeah, damn nbe's slow process! Although since taking 2 cups of spearmint a day, my breasts have been consistently achey. Not extreme stabbing pains, but just tender. This is also technically my period week though (it's practically non-existant from my mirena). A couple more days and I can take my pm again.

Oh and my ex bf said something about how he is a "one-girl guy" over text to me while we were fighting (he wants to stay friends, I don't think its healthy to do so) and I accused him of internet stalking me.... I hope this isn't the case. I told him I was on a breast growth forum, but never said the name of it, nor would he know my account name. It'd be easy to guess that this is me though just by the things I have said and shared.I would hope he wouldn't hunt down my file and read about me just to somehow hold onto a connection that isn't there AT ALL on my end........ And it's creepy.

He said it because I told him he can't continue to text me if he has a new gf, and vice versa for me, and then I may have sounded slightly like I was accusing him of wanting to do that... to which he said he is a one-girl guy... K typing it out now it sounds like a normal response and not a slip-up of him internet stalking me.

I am probably just having a worry where there is no need. I tend to do that. Whatevs.. going to let it go and forget about it.

I better not find out he is internet stalking me though!!!! I would be pissed.

Oh and his response to me accusing him of internet stalking me was "No I'm not, you blocked me on fb..." and then also "That is a weird thing to say.."

Does that sound like the response of someone who is not stalking?

(09-06-2013, 08:06 PM)Outofstyle Wrote: [ -> ]Oh and his response to me accusing him of internet stalking me was "No I'm not, you blocked me on fb..." and then also "That is a weird thing to say.."

Does that sound like the response of someone who is not stalking?

Uhm. I really wouldn't be able to tell too well... I'm really not the person to talk to about relationship woes, seeing as I've never actually had a meaningful one.

FWIW, *I* used to practice a bit of internet stalking, of the trolling variety, and I would NEVER have said something like that. I would never have admitted to trying something and failing at it. I'd've just not mentioned it at all...

But that could just mean he's not very practiced... or isn't as prideful about things... or something... Doesn't necessarily mean he's not stalking. Or at least attempting stalking...

If *I* wanted to stalk someone though, I succeeded. Always. LOL... Not exactly something to be all that proud of though is it... *shrug*

LOL too funny Abi! hehehe

I am just going to let it go for now I guess. Give his butt a kick if I ever find out he is!

Last night I tried to listen to hypnosis again, since it had been awhile. Never again. It destroys my sleep, thus is more detrimental to my NBE than it is helpful.

I had a restless sleep and dreamt about prison ALL NIGHT. Every time I woke up I would fall back into a different version of the same dream. I know this sounds like a dream of amazing potential, I'm certainly all for prisoner dreams, but it just was not good. At all.

Thanks alot Steve G. Jones.

So I've been having horrible sleeps for a VERY long time (years). Bought some sleeping aid stuff today because I am fed up, its getting worse. I can't stay asleep once I fall asleep.

I think the things I have will be beneficial to my NBE, since human growth hormone is released at higher levels when you get a good sleep and such. Also, the ingredients will help.

I don't have the bottle in front of me but it is:

100 mg GABA
100 mg L-thyanine (sp?)
100 mg Passionflower
50 mg 5-HTP
50 mg Hops
3 mg melatonin
there might be something else, I'll have to look and update

I have been wanting to add an amino acid so its nice this has it, and I have also been curious about hops, but I think at this level it probably won't do too much NBE wise.

We'll see how my sleep is tonight! I also drink a cup of valerian root tea with honey before bed. Fingers are crossed!!!!!