[dreamergirl]

Feeling very demotivated lately. I feel like I've stopped making progress and my poor attempt at cleavage looks so much worse in clothing than I had hoped.

[dreamergirl]

Feeling very demotivated lately. I feel like I've stopped making progress and my poor attempt at cleavage looks so much worse in clothing than I had hoped.

Wow, how things have changed in the past few days.

I woke up this morning and I was shocked! I had... visible areola growth. I've always had very small nipples, the areola barely extending past the nipple itself, and I was insecure about them. This morning for the first time ever they have visibly grown, there is a nice pink ring around them!

I was totally shocked looking at this in the mirror, it was almost weird to see it on myself.

I struggle to see my breast size changes, probably the BDD, but this was something my eyes couldn't lie to me about. And it triggered me to notice and give some positive appreciation to my breasts. They HAVE been growing and I made some GREAT cleavage this morning!

[Nefertity]

Great to hear you can see your progress! So important to stay motivated. Check out this thread if you haven’t already, especially the pictures later in the post. She grew using only massage and her growth is stunning

https://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25755

[dreamergirl]

Great to hear you can see your progress! So important to stay motivated. Check out this thread if you haven’t already, especially the pictures later in the post. She grew using only massage and her growth is stunning

https://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25755

Thanks so much for the link! I haven't seen this thread before.

[dreamergirl]

Just an update on this thread. This will be my progress thread.

I'm going to keep it here, if I have amazing results in future I will sum it all up appropriately in a program thread but my methods are a bit unconventional. I believe heavily that everyones body is different so I don't follow anyones exact plan and I'm also limited ONLY to items I don't have to order online.

Right now what is working for me:

- Massage (Main bit of my progress in my opinion, I am doing this daily for one long session every night, mixing in various massages)
- Flaxseed (Heard amazing stuff about this on the forum and I think it works for me too)

- Soy and dairy (Both contain hormones for breast growth)

- Any other breast growing foods that I can throw into my diet (Nothing else notable, but look them up online and try throwing them into your diet, why not?)

- High calorie intake (Combined with the massage to encourage the fat to grow in my breasts I think this is a MAJOR factor, massage alone without the calories did nothing for me in my early NBE journey)

I have been on and off with NBE for 3 years. The first 2 years were very unsuccessful, no visible progress. I always gave up for a while until I hated myself to come back and give it a try again which is why it was on and off. This year I have been experimenting to see what works for me and I have been more determined to keep trying than ever and it has worked!

My progress has been from 32B to 32D. D sounds amazing but due to my small band size, my breasts aren't as big as they sound. I also have wide set breasts so it feels like they're half under my armpits with a canyon between, which makes them look smaller and less impressive. The flat part in the middle of my chest even gives the impression of a flat chest from the front... Right now I'm trying to grow some fat in the centre of my chest and experimenting with adding some of my own custom massages I made up that target the central area of the chest. If they are successful (I can't tell yet) I will share on here.

[dreamergirl]

Ever since I had some areola growth I've been feeling more positive about my progress. I'm actually starting to notice that I have come quite far. I could not even make cleavage or have my boobs touch in an extreme pushup bra when I started, and now a little gentle pushup will let my boobs rest together for some nice cleavage.

My boobs are far away from my dream boobs... and I still get very envious of larger breasted women... Yet currently I am feeling more at peace than normal.

I have made progress. My boobs are not abnormal on my small frame, even if I do not like how they look. They feel very nice to touch when I am not focused on their appearance, I can't even hold the whole thing in my hand like I used to.

[dreamergirl]

Update: I think my D Cup bra is actually too tight on me, I could probably afford to go up another size.

I also had an experience yesterday that was interesting... I wore one of my dresses from about a year or two ago when I last wore it, it was on the tighter side even when I used to wear it. Getting it on was enough of a struggle, it got stuck where my chest started. I found this pretty funny and kind of validating. Despite my best judgements I pulled and pulled until I was wearing it.

Later on I had to take it off and thats where the real problem started. I couldn't pull it back up OVER my boobs. I even managed to slip my bra off underneath and still no luck. I was completely stuck in this dress and I had to cut it off in the end.

Although I had to ruin a dress I loved, this was a really validating experience for me in a lot of ways. Very solid proof that my boobs had grown since I used to wear that dress all of the time (and I used to take it off WITH the bra on). After I took my bra off, the dress even looked great without a bra and with some cute side boob which is something I NEVER thought I could accomplish.

Just thought I'd share the story 

[Nefertity]

I mean we all want to grow out of our bras but damn you’re here breaking out of dresses..!  " alt="" title=""> Must feel pretty great, congrats!

Have you decided if you’re going to try bovine ovary?

[dreamergirl]

I mean we all want to grow out of our bras but damn you’re here breaking out of dresses..!  " alt="" title=""> Must feel pretty great, congrats!

Have you decided if you’re going to try bovine ovary?

It does feel very validating about my progress. And I'm still thinking about it, buying online isn't much of an option for me right now anyway, and I don't want to ruin the good progress I'm making currently by throwing something new and very hormonal into the mix.

[dreamergirl]

Having BDD and trying to make changes on my body is hard so I hope you don't think I'm insane for tracking some of my thoughts and observations and experiences on here.

What I see in the mirror is pretty much just my old body so I have to rely on these things.

I'm feeling decent about my progress right now, even without a pushup bra I'm getting a few comments on it. The difference I can feel is huge, I used to be very very small chested and there wasn't much there to even touch.

When I see a busty lady I still feel down about myself and my progress because it's not that much so it's not good enough but I'm getting somewhere at a fast pace. I may have even gone up another bra size, I can make cleavage, I have a lot of boob to grab.

One of my biggest boob related problems right now is having wide set boobs, I cannot see past that flatness in the middle of my chest... but I know even some really large breasted ladies have that.