08-07-2013, 21:04
I went to MA this weekend and decided to not take my supps with me, because sometimes, you simply have to be
I just started with my meiji collagen recently, and have been getting pains since not taking my pills. I am not sure if I should credit this to the collagen, or my working out, but I like it. My pectoral muscles are firming up and my chest looks a tad fuller bc of it. Loooove it
I was feeling down about nbe lately bc I have been thinking too much, as usual. Anyway, I started to kind of beat myself up for trying to change my body when its already beautiful. I kind of felt ungrateful and sinful
But yesterday I went to the body inspiration thread and something Tibetan posted really made me think about it, and I feel much better. I forgot that as long as I am bettering myself naturally but inside as well as out, that it is okay. It is not about vanity with me, it is about myself, and I am changing holistically, not just physically. As long as I love myself and use that love for conditioning instead of objectifying or coveting only physical beauty, I will do just fine
To other stuff now....
I am going to start taking HA as well for my skin and breasts. I am starting to think increasing my collagen can do only good things for my skin and breasts. We will see.


I was feeling down about nbe lately bc I have been thinking too much, as usual. Anyway, I started to kind of beat myself up for trying to change my body when its already beautiful. I kind of felt ungrateful and sinful


To other stuff now....
I am going to start taking HA as well for my skin and breasts. I am starting to think increasing my collagen can do only good things for my skin and breasts. We will see.