[daisy134]

Goodwill, Yeah I think he wants it but would act like he doesn't hah. That is exactly why I shy away from telling him because it's easier for me to keep it to myself. It's like I have a secret life lol. I think the best thing to do is explain it as Bobbi said and explain I'm trying to get healthier while growing in the process.

Allie thank you so much for your input and sharing your personal experience with me. I have a fear that me and this guy will end up spending years together and the same thing will happen. I already relate to you about thinking it's better off to be alone than in a miserable relationship. I was single for years before this because it's hard for me to find someone I can relate to and that I could see myself long term with. I also feel like I might never meet anyone else but at this point I do feel like I am better off alone. I do want to make this journey about just me & what I want and I think that is great advice.

I want to try a bombshell bra SO bad but I never go in Victoria Secret (it's been years) because of their prices. I might ask for a gift card from my mom for Christmas lol.
You can definitely pm me about weight gain and I would love to have someone to talk about that with because it's a struggle for me bc I have a high metabolism. It seems like everyone else is trying to lose weight! But both struggles are very frustrating as you probably know. But yeah send me a pm and we can talk more!