02-12-2015, 00:28
Jannet, it's not even just that I'm worried he will play the field it's also the fact that I have this strong desire to be his fantasy dream girl. I guess that might be sort of superficial but that desire has consumed me.
Mindy I completely agree with you and it does worry me that I feel so scared by the idea of being open with him about this. I want to communicate with him about my fear of his judgment and what not but that also scares me lol.
Goodwill, I'm honestly afraid he would think it's ridiculous or even get frustrated with me for saying that I looked this stuff online. I don't want to risk him holding something like this against me. Or acting like it's cool after we talk about it some but then secretly thinking I'm a weirdo or something
Mindy I completely agree with you and it does worry me that I feel so scared by the idea of being open with him about this. I want to communicate with him about my fear of his judgment and what not but that also scares me lol.
Goodwill, I'm honestly afraid he would think it's ridiculous or even get frustrated with me for saying that I looked this stuff online. I don't want to risk him holding something like this against me. Or acting like it's cool after we talk about it some but then secretly thinking I'm a weirdo or something