I'm just curious if anyone on here got involved w/ NBE because of a relationship they're in or how telling their partner about it has affected things. I guess I need someone to talk to because my experience has stressed me out to no end. I started dating a guy a year ago. Right before we started dating I was sick for a month & I lost a lot of weight and I noticed my breasts shrank. At first he didn't really seem interested in my body and I thought he seemed to be paying attention to women with larger breasts. I snapped because I wanted to him to pay attention to me & to see him looking at different people killed me. I left him for a few weeks to think about our relationship and I started different NBE strategies. I gained some weight and had some growth. When I got back he did pay attention to me and my breasts way more and complimented me. He even said "idk what you've been doing but your body looks perfect" I still felt self consious and would start fights over stupid stuff. I left again (bc of family stuff not just bc we had been fighting) and now he's always texting me saying he misses me and my perfect body etc and even says he wants to feel & lick my boobs so bad. (Sorry if that is an overshare lol) but even though I love him I can't help but feel like I need to change more and I want to grow more before I see him again. I also would love to be able to tell him about my NBE journey but I'm far to insecure to let him know that I want to change my breasts and it would be embarrassing for him to know that I want to change so desperately. I've been so hard on myself and I need to find a way to be more positive because it's destroying me & my relationship 