16-11-2015, 16:03
That is, as they used to say, the $64,000 question.
I need both the male and female sides of me to be happy. Sometimes I grit my teeth and decide that I want to be female full time and I'm ready to take the plunge and tell everyone. But since my middle name is 'procrastinate'. The pink fog rolls on and I'm back in the garage getting dirty.
Since I have gotten older I dont seem to have the desire to purge any more so keeping both boy and girl going at the same time is easy, no matter what my mental state is.
Now we come to the growing breasts... I'm glad that for me this is a slow process, I am thrilled everyday to see my breasts taking shape. I've tried to project what will happen when they get to big to hide, but that just drives me back to wanting to go femme full time and then the cycle continues as before.
Coming out as transgendered is never easy, but Catlin and the media has made this phenomena more open and not a weird as it once was. And there seems to be a growing acceptance. Now I guess you have to ask your self if you really feel the girl in wants to come out and stay out or not.
Is there a support group near you that you could go to? That might be the best place to go since they are in your same shoes and know the neighborhood.
Sorry, no easy answer, but talking and listening sometimes helps.
Bobbi
I need both the male and female sides of me to be happy. Sometimes I grit my teeth and decide that I want to be female full time and I'm ready to take the plunge and tell everyone. But since my middle name is 'procrastinate'. The pink fog rolls on and I'm back in the garage getting dirty.
Since I have gotten older I dont seem to have the desire to purge any more so keeping both boy and girl going at the same time is easy, no matter what my mental state is.
Now we come to the growing breasts... I'm glad that for me this is a slow process, I am thrilled everyday to see my breasts taking shape. I've tried to project what will happen when they get to big to hide, but that just drives me back to wanting to go femme full time and then the cycle continues as before.
Coming out as transgendered is never easy, but Catlin and the media has made this phenomena more open and not a weird as it once was. And there seems to be a growing acceptance. Now I guess you have to ask your self if you really feel the girl in wants to come out and stay out or not.
Is there a support group near you that you could go to? That might be the best place to go since they are in your same shoes and know the neighborhood.
Sorry, no easy answer, but talking and listening sometimes helps.
Bobbi