[caitemh]

I just wanted to put my two cents in and say,

Congratulations on taking that first step to any recovery program, and admitting to yourself that this is a problem.

I agree with some of the posts here claiming that maybe your problem is with the porn itself, and not necessarily the aspect of huge breasts.

Honestly, a trained therapist who can teach you CBT will be your most helpful route to begin with.

Please do the right thing and speak with someone about your addiction. Coming from a relationship that porn destroyed, I can attest to its damage to relationships.

Enjoying sex is healthy, and there is nothing wrong with it. But generally, when someone is addicted to pornography and they engage in a relationship with another person, there's always going to be hurt. Even though my boyfriend loved me, he couldn't stop himself from using pornography. He thought about it constantly, he spent hours at night collecting, and it made me feel extremely inadequate. He claimed it was not because I was unattractive, but rather he finds every woman attractive.

There's something about it that almost feels unfaithful.. When it's to that point.

I don't know what I'm getting at here, but all I can say is please, seek some help. Even if it's just to talk.