24-04-2014, 07:00
Thank you for the replies everyone. I have actually purchased various huge breast forms and toys to play with and touch to see if that helped to express desire and get it out of my system, so to speak, but it has made it much worse and I feel super creepy for having them now. I don't foresee any realistic way to pursue and date women with huge fake breasts and have been more an more tempted to visit prostitutes as an alternative. I know this is not going to help at all!
Porn is absolutely the root of the problem and I can't imagine life without it. I lived in a remote, rural part of New Zealand for a year once with no access to high speed internet, and as months passed without porn I became ravenous for it and would binge any time I was able to get access to it. It's worse than any drug I have ever taken, and I've done a lot of recreational drugs of all sorts without ever becoming obsessively addicted! I seriously feel like an analogue to a tragic alcoholic that only gets worse.
Porn is absolutely the root of the problem and I can't imagine life without it. I lived in a remote, rural part of New Zealand for a year once with no access to high speed internet, and as months passed without porn I became ravenous for it and would binge any time I was able to get access to it. It's worse than any drug I have ever taken, and I've done a lot of recreational drugs of all sorts without ever becoming obsessively addicted! I seriously feel like an analogue to a tragic alcoholic that only gets worse.