23-07-2012, 10:34 PM
Hi Karen,
The maca flour got me through the depression. And I've given up trying to control where my program takes me. It's a safe place, away from gender issues and depression, but all the other consequences are sort of resulting, at least until I understand more about it too. So our situations are not that different.
And yes, Sophia,
In a way, you're under a spell. What we're doing is not that different from what medieval women were burnt at the stake for. Libido runs out of control in NBE. I don't know anybody on the forum who can manage it. So if you've got an outburst, by all means use it. Life is too short and blah blah blah. Just don't try to explain to the guy why he got lucky.
Today is tape day. Weight is steady at 84.5 kg, but yesterday, it was still 82.5 kg. The week-ends with the kids are not the best moments for my diet. Body Mass Index (BMI) is still 26.5, which is overweight (25
My breast still measures 116 cm, or 46 ". Band size is as always, at 90 cm, or 35 ". I'm a US 40 E (or F), or in EU sizes, 90 G/H, just on the edge.
Waist to Hip Ratio (WHR) is the same at 0.82, but without rounding, it's actually down to 0.816, because my butt has increased from 102 to 103 cm, or 41 ". The weight gain is going where I like it
I doubled the fenugreek today. Back to where it was during my growth spurt in 2011.
Height: 178.5 cm = 5 * 30.48 + 10 * 2.54 = 5' 10"
Weight: 84.5 kg * 2.2046 lbs/kg = 186 lbs
Body Mass Index (BMI): 84.5/1.785/1.785 = 26.5
Breast: 116 cm = 46"
Under: 90 cm = 35" Difference Breast - Under = 116 - 90 = 26 cm = 10 ", US bra size 40 E (or F), EU 90 G/H
Waist: 84 cm = 33"
Butt: 103 cm = 41"
Waist to hip ratio (WHR): 84/103 = 0.82
Progress in 2011:
Day 11/7 26/7 08/8 22/8 05/9 19/9 3/10 17/10 31/10 14/11 28/11 12/12 27/12
BMI: 26.5 26.4 26.2 25.7 25.3 26.0 25.70 25.70 25.70 25.60 26.00 25.90 25.90
B-U: 8.00 5.00 8.00 8.00 8.00 10.0 10.00 13.00 11.00 14.00 15.00 16.00 16.00
Size 42AAA AAAA AAA AAA AAA AA 42AAA 42. A 42. A 42. A 42. B 42. B 42. B
WHR 0.95 .945 0.94 0.92 0.92 0.96 0.930 0.940 0.910 0.880 0.880 0.880 0.870
Progress in first half of 2012:
Day 09/1 23/1 06/2 20/2 05/3 19/3 02/4 16/4 30/4 14/5 28/5 11/6 25/6 09/7
BMI: 25.7 26.7 26.4 25.9 25.7 25.3 25.7 25.0 25.1 25.6 25.9 25.4 26.00 26.5
B-U: 17.0 18.0 18.0 18.0 20.0 18.0 18.0 25.0 26.0 26.0 27.0 25.0 25.00 26.0
Size 42 B 42 C 42 C 42 C 42 D 40 C 40D 38F 38F 40DD 40DD 40DD 40DD 40 F
WHR 0.84 0.86 0.84 0.86 0.84 0.84 0.83 0.81 0.80 0.79 0.82 0.81 0.830 0.82
Progress in second half of 2012:
Day 09/7 23/7
BMI: 26.5 26.5
B-U: 26.0 26.0
Size 40 F 40 F
WHR 0.82 0.82
B-U = Breast - Under in cm
The maca flour got me through the depression. And I've given up trying to control where my program takes me. It's a safe place, away from gender issues and depression, but all the other consequences are sort of resulting, at least until I understand more about it too. So our situations are not that different.
And yes, Sophia,
In a way, you're under a spell. What we're doing is not that different from what medieval women were burnt at the stake for. Libido runs out of control in NBE. I don't know anybody on the forum who can manage it. So if you've got an outburst, by all means use it. Life is too short and blah blah blah. Just don't try to explain to the guy why he got lucky.
Today is tape day. Weight is steady at 84.5 kg, but yesterday, it was still 82.5 kg. The week-ends with the kids are not the best moments for my diet. Body Mass Index (BMI) is still 26.5, which is overweight (25
My breast still measures 116 cm, or 46 ". Band size is as always, at 90 cm, or 35 ". I'm a US 40 E (or F), or in EU sizes, 90 G/H, just on the edge.
Waist to Hip Ratio (WHR) is the same at 0.82, but without rounding, it's actually down to 0.816, because my butt has increased from 102 to 103 cm, or 41 ". The weight gain is going where I like it
I doubled the fenugreek today. Back to where it was during my growth spurt in 2011.
Height: 178.5 cm = 5 * 30.48 + 10 * 2.54 = 5' 10"
Weight: 84.5 kg * 2.2046 lbs/kg = 186 lbs
Body Mass Index (BMI): 84.5/1.785/1.785 = 26.5
Breast: 116 cm = 46"
Under: 90 cm = 35" Difference Breast - Under = 116 - 90 = 26 cm = 10 ", US bra size 40 E (or F), EU 90 G/H
Waist: 84 cm = 33"
Butt: 103 cm = 41"
Waist to hip ratio (WHR): 84/103 = 0.82
Progress in 2011:
Day 11/7 26/7 08/8 22/8 05/9 19/9 3/10 17/10 31/10 14/11 28/11 12/12 27/12
BMI: 26.5 26.4 26.2 25.7 25.3 26.0 25.70 25.70 25.70 25.60 26.00 25.90 25.90
B-U: 8.00 5.00 8.00 8.00 8.00 10.0 10.00 13.00 11.00 14.00 15.00 16.00 16.00
Size 42AAA AAAA AAA AAA AAA AA 42AAA 42. A 42. A 42. A 42. B 42. B 42. B
WHR 0.95 .945 0.94 0.92 0.92 0.96 0.930 0.940 0.910 0.880 0.880 0.880 0.870
Progress in first half of 2012:
Day 09/1 23/1 06/2 20/2 05/3 19/3 02/4 16/4 30/4 14/5 28/5 11/6 25/6 09/7
BMI: 25.7 26.7 26.4 25.9 25.7 25.3 25.7 25.0 25.1 25.6 25.9 25.4 26.00 26.5
B-U: 17.0 18.0 18.0 18.0 20.0 18.0 18.0 25.0 26.0 26.0 27.0 25.0 25.00 26.0
Size 42 B 42 C 42 C 42 C 42 D 40 C 40D 38F 38F 40DD 40DD 40DD 40DD 40 F
WHR 0.84 0.86 0.84 0.86 0.84 0.84 0.83 0.81 0.80 0.79 0.82 0.81 0.830 0.82
Progress in second half of 2012:
Day 09/7 23/7
BMI: 26.5 26.5
B-U: 26.0 26.0
Size 40 F 40 F
WHR 0.82 0.82
B-U = Breast - Under in cm