(23-07-2012, 09:17 AM)Isabelle Wrote: It's actually you who found this:
http://www.jbc.org/content/265/11/6048.full.pdf
DUH ... I read this stuff and grasp what I can ... usually the 1st time through it's like drinking out of a fire hydrant for me ... most of it misses my mouth. I need to keep going back through everything ... as I understand a little more the hydrant is easier to drink from.
I'm going to read this one over and over until "I get it" ... I think that part of the big picture that I am missing is the "dynamics" of the whole system. I am picking up bits and pieces but not the big picture.
Thanks ....
I think some of the Hops despression is setting in ... I didn't do much of anything this weekend except sit around the house and watch TV .... BOOOOOO ... got to fix that. Got to go back and read some notes.
I didn't have any hops last night and I cut back my morning dose with water this morning a little. Still had some wild dreams last night ... had a couple where I got busted by strangers (sexy women by the way) while looking through cross-dressing catalogs.
BTW ... having a few moods swings lately too ... I apologize for "venting" my frustrations ... I wish I understood all of this more than I do ... I really don't like "not knowing" ... guess it's part of who I am.
karen