16-02-2012, 10:57 PM
I'm focusing on weight loss now. Last Friday, February 10th, I weighed 81.5 kg. On Tuesday the 14th, after two days with the kids, 83.0 kg. This morning, 81.5 kg again. Two more days to try and go as low as possible, before the dinners on Sunday and Monday cause another jump. I hope I can go below 80 kg this Saturday. At 79.5, my BMI drops below 25, which is no longer overweight.
Even though I lost weight, the lower outsides of my breasts itched a lot. I have no illusions: the weight loss will cost inches. But the itching is promising.
Meanwhile, I'm in a pretty serious tranny identity crisis. Susan was right again: the other half of me is in love. The past six months have shown real NBE progress. I should have a sexy body by summer. And then what?
Because of all the theoretical discussions about People in the Middle on the male forum, I have settled on dressing in women's clothes, but stayed away from really feminine looks. That's what makes me feel most comfortable. But I want to stop wearing out that mirror. So what am I going to do when the need to cross dress pops up occasionally? Shake what my program gave me. But where? Parties again? The beach? I'm 51, for Priscilla's sake
Even though I lost weight, the lower outsides of my breasts itched a lot. I have no illusions: the weight loss will cost inches. But the itching is promising.
Meanwhile, I'm in a pretty serious tranny identity crisis. Susan was right again: the other half of me is in love. The past six months have shown real NBE progress. I should have a sexy body by summer. And then what?
Because of all the theoretical discussions about People in the Middle on the male forum, I have settled on dressing in women's clothes, but stayed away from really feminine looks. That's what makes me feel most comfortable. But I want to stop wearing out that mirror. So what am I going to do when the need to cross dress pops up occasionally? Shake what my program gave me. But where? Parties again? The beach? I'm 51, for Priscilla's sake