[moonstone12]

Well, I'm sorry if my question annoyed everyone, but I am trying to help myself. I have been researching for a long time now. I may be new to the forum but I'm not new to the issue that everyone here is trying to do. It's just been harder for me because like everyone else here that is trying to grow a pair like me I was also born with a chest deformity called pectus excavatum that I have lived with my whole life so it hasn't been easy. So Im not only small, but deformed. So pardon me for all the questions but I doubt that there is anyone else with my condition and has a small chest. So far everything I have tried has not worked, so I may just give up and accept what I have to live with. I would opt for the surgery but its too risky. It will not only leave me scarred but recovery time can take up to a year. I don't like the idea of having my sternal cartilage taken off, having my sternal ribs microfractured and having a bar slid underneath my ribs to push my sternum up and left in my body very comforting, but if anyone else has any suggestions then by all means do tell.