[Ginie]

Time to report. The growth continued last month but it was weird. I switched to Siriporn, both cream and pills. I didn't change anything apart from that. I still take pills until my ovulation and cream throughout the cycle. Ever since I started PM I had 1 - 3 days delays but this month it was 8 days! I don't know what to think about it - maybe Siriporn is stronger? Maybe creams do have a systemic effect anyway? The second strange thing was the growth. It was much more than the first months, can be that PM kicked in seriously or that Siriporn has more effect on me than St.Herb. The third thing - and this is really weird - is the feeling of my breasts. I normally didn't have any tingling or pains no matter what I took (herbs, BO, PM), I had growth but never had any pain in my boobs, no tingling, nada. This time it all started with super sore nipples. Then my boobs became painful to a touch 5-7 days before the period AND (here comes the stangest thing) they are still sore even though the period is long ago over, today is day 9 of the cycle. They are still sore! I have to wear bra now because if I run or even walk fast or if I go down the stairs they bounce and it is painful. I don't know what is going on there but the increase is very noticable. This month I used NB just 2-3 times a week and stopped using it when my breasts became sore.

Another thing I struggle with may sound crazy, totally nuts. I can't adjust to my boobs. I used to be flat and now I have boobs. Nothing super big, C cup or something between C and D. I think when I started NBE I wasn't thinking how I will feel if I grow boobs. Now I don't think I like big boobs on me very much. At least now I feel this way. I wasn't wearing a bra before and now I must wear it, men look at my chest which they weren't doing before and most importantly I am aware of my boobs all the time! Especially now that they are sore few weeks in a row! So, I'm continuing taking supplements and using cream but I think I will take a break next month. Just to understand myself better. Do I really want big boobs or is this the time to stop?