[twister_mama]

Ginie, you are not alone in feeling like this! I, too, struggle with low self-esteem; and I would frequently drive myself crazy because of it. I was a 34AAAAA, so completely flat. I'd wonder if my husband was checking out other women while we were out shopping; if he secretly felt "deprived" when we were intimate. It made me miserable. I still have to drink a few glasses of wine to relax my inhibitions so I feel comfortable enough to be undressed in front of my husband. Isn't that pathetic??? But it is getting easier, now that I'm *all the way up to* a 34AA. I'd give anything to be the size you started with! The turning point for me, too, was finding this forum. It has literally been a Godsend to me. I finally found myself among other wonderful ladies who would like to increase their bust as well; I didn't feel totally alone anymore. Confidence and self-acceptance does not come easy for me, obviously, lol; but being here, among people I consider to be "friends," I feel so much better about myself. And I've come to realize that breasts come in all shapes and sizes; and I'm starting to appreciate my own chest a little bit more. The quote I use in my signature was profoundly inspirational to me; and it's true. Nobody else was making me miserable except me. Hang in there, girl! Being on this NBE journey will make you realize so much more about yourself than you ever knew before; like what a great person you are.