Hey guys,
I found this site many years ago when I was struggling with hormone imbalance and also wanting to feel more feminine. It really made me feel like this was the right path! When I found out how inexpensive the bovine ovary is, I decided to try it.
I noticed feminizing effects pretty quickly and also started to feel more beautiful. But something else started happening that I chose to ignore for a really long time. I experienced a certain level of aggressiveness and anger building up inside me and personality changes that were noticeable but gradual.
Whenever I would try to stop taking it though, I would begin to feel bad physically, dry mucus membranes loss of feminity etc. herbs seemed to be harder to find the right amount and more expensive. So I just kept taking the BO.
But at a certain point, something kept creeping into the back of my mind that there is an issue with it spiritually. I literally couldnt reconcile continuing to take it while at the same time reading the Bible.
The BO was like a block that kept me away from the Christian faith. And there began to be a voice in my head that told me "hey, then walk away from God and accept nature as your faith."
This supplement literally led me to change my belief system entirely. As this was happening, I started to embrace a kind of wicca approach to my belief system that was tangled up in goddess worship and a belief that I and others are gods and goddesses.
I couldnt be in the same room as a Bible and also started to hear voices.
At one point I was alone in my apartment and could feel a dark energy coming from under my sink where I kept the glandulars (I began taking other glandular supplements along with the BO to the point I was consuming the entire cow).
When this feeling of darkness happened, I still had a Bible and I had an experience one night where I was hearing a spiritual argument in my head. There was a very intense lightning storm going on and I picked up the Bible and it fell open to a passage about not eating foods sacrificed to idols and then directly after I flipped again to a passage
"You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons. You cannot partake of the table of the Lord and the table of demons."
When this happened I felt a terrible fear and at that time tried to go off of the glandular supplements. But I did not read any more of the Bible and eventually, feeling physically bad again, I turned back to the organ meats. It started again with the BO and again increased to the whole cow. And the voices in my head became stronger and stronger.
I have been fighting this for so many years that its become a real struggle for me. I kept justifying the glandular organs as the only thing that could help me and it really did become a thing of worship. It was saving me but it was not coming from Jesus.
I don't know if this will even be published or not but I feel like I have to write this out for my own sake too. Recently as I was fighting my conscience on this some more, I prayed about it and woke up with the image of baphomet in my head. I looked it up and immediately I knew "oh man, this is the food being sacrificed to this idol." The ovarian glandular.
I'm sorry but that thing aint God. This stuff can lead to spiritual oppression and possession. Thats exactly what happened to me. And the reality is that its subtle until you find yourself at a place where you are no longer the same person at all. So its very dangerous and very seductive. I was absolutely possessed and being tormented by demons.
Here are a few more Bible passages that speak to the dangers of it:
<meta charset="UTF-8">"The inhabitants of Samaria tremble for the calf of Beth-aven. Its people mourn for it, and so do its idolatrous priests— those who rejoiced over it and over its glory— for it has departed from them."
Judges 2:13
And they forsook the LORD, and served Baal and Ashtaroth
And here is an explanation of the worship of the golden calf.
https://www.britannica.com/topic/golden-calf
If anyone at all reads this and has concern about the spiritual implications of the cow glandulars please consider this.
I understand that there are those that worship "the goddess" and who will reject my story completely. But please understand the goddess is a mask for something very very sinister. It may look beautiful and make you look beautiful and feel beautiful but for what cost to your soul?
My story is real. Nothing is embelished or over dramatized. I will never forget the night of the lightning storm or the feeling of being infested with unclean spirits. Please please be careful.