[PoisonIvy]

Thank you for your private message :-)

I am really glad to hear that your areola growth seems to be permanent and how 'easy' it was to make the areola grow, that's really inspiring. You were very dedicated and pumped a whole lot more than I did, but seeing that it took you no more than a month to get here is awesome!

I don't feel comfortable in a swimsuit, either, mainly because of my legs (belly and breasts were covered) as you could very well describe them as pudding. But I am trying to act as normal as possible and not show people how unhappy I am in my own skin, I try to pretend to just be ok with myself. Fake it until you make it..

My areolas are probably 5 times as big as yours.

How did you get so much swelling? That sounds great, I want that much swelling, too lol. 2 inches does sound like a lot, it didn't look like you had such a long way to go. That's what the charts say, that 1 inch difference is an A cup, 2 inches B and so on. You are not a B-C from what I can tell, so maybe it has something to do with you having a wide upper back as you say, but still, that sounds like a big difference. I'd say just focus on what bras actually fit and don't worry too much about the numbers. Look at your before and (later) after pics to get an idea of how far you've come.

I was down to 128.4 today (again without trying), I think I'll start my diet tomorrow, even though I still have a lot of 'bad' foods in the fridge.

For whatever reason some days it just swells more than others after a session and I don't always even know why lol. Some days my skin and circulation are just adapting really well to it which lets me pump them pretty big so they get a lot of swelling. It's always a nice surprise when that happens lol.  I like to measure it if it looks close to symmetrical though because I keep wondering how much further I am going to have to go for them to be symmetrical.
You don't think I have that much further to go? Does it look more symmetrical at this point then I am giving it credit for? I thought it still looked like my small one was an AA. 

I know, my measurements make no sense. That's why I must imagine it's because of my back being wider which would make the measurement bigger despite it not being my actual breast. I kind of like having a wide back as provided I can get some breasts and do something with my narrow side hips it will make me look curvier. Still don't really know what to do about my side hips. I have a butt so I look curvy from behind, but from the front the sides of my hip are pretty narrow. I just don't have a wide pelvis which is why even when I'm really small my legs still touch. I looked into ways to widen the pelvis in the other body enhancements subforum but never came up with anything. Now I'm asking if anyone has tried the noogleberry butt pump on the sides of their hips, so maybe someone will have something to say. I wouldn't even attempt something like that though unless I responded well enough to noogleberry that I was able to upgrade my cups to a large in which case I could buy the butt pump at the same time, but I've yet to see anyone on here or the noogleberry forum say whether it works. I would only want to do it for my side hips though and def not my butt. My measurements def don't make sense though as I don't even fill out a B. My small breast isn't even close to filling out a B. I'm thinking the small breast still looks like an AA. It still looks like (even in a bra) a small B and an AA. 

Yay. That's awesome. Good luck on your diet. I'm honestly a mess over here. I don't know how to get it together. I think it's because I'm anxious and depressed so I can't stop eating, so I'm also gaining weight which makes me more anxious and depressed and it currently feels like an endless loop where I'm not sure how to get it together again anymore. I'm 132lbs now. I was 127lbs when we started mentioning weight a few weeks ago. All of my clothes are for when I'm around 120lbs, so I don't fit into any of them. I'm gaining weight pretty rapidly. I don't know what to do anymore because I can't seem to get control of my eating right now. As much as I absolutely need to get it under control I'm trying not to be too hard on myself. It feels like everyone else I know is getting super fit right now, but people have been saying that this pandemic is going to be really rough on peoples mental health and I know some people are falling back into all sorts of unhealthy patterns and addictions because of the pandemic and lockdowns. At least I'm just getting fat lol. But no, I really do need to get it together. Just not sure how anymore to get my cravings and stress eating under control.