[PoisonIvy]

I see, thanks for explaining that to me. When I was very UW I didn't have my period for a year or so and I kept reading how dangerous this was. But now I understand that it wasn't because of not having a period but because of my body not producing the necessary hormones anymore. So endometriosis makes having your period worse, I didn't know that about this condition.

Thank you for all the information! (I hate reading pages of text online when I have a question, I prefer it when 'real' people explain things to me :-))

Yes, that's what I'm thinking, and since one of your breasts is underdeveloped, so is the areola. And it should get bigger once your breast starts to grow (technically, of course you can never be 100% sure).

I can totally relate to what you are saying. Looking at my breasts too often depresses me. Once a day before and after a shower is enough for my likes. I try to focus on my small one and not look at the big one. I do after pumping, though. Maybe try to avoid comparing them before pumping? We know what our breasts look like, we know they haven't visibly grown in less than a month, why do we need to look at them constantly when we KNOW what they look like and we know that it depresses us? I do it, too... I also touch them regularly lol.

Glad I could help  That's funny that you said you touch yours regularly too because I cup them regularly to see if they are heavier or not lol. Ironically enough I compare them more after pumping, but I really need to chill out. I ordered the aquarium check valve which will arrive on Sunday, so depending on when it arrives I'll probably experiment with it Monday. I have no idea what I'm doing though, or if it will even fit, as I'm experimenting but it leaks constantly and I have to pump it up more so frequently and I'd like to be able to walk around the house without the pump. Not sure if I can get it to work if that means the pump will also stay on itself and not want to fall off. Maybe I won't even need the bra. I guess time will tell.