[PoisonIvy]

Yeah, I think that's why I like doing the split sessions because you get swelling longer out of it. By the way, I started to get those stretch marks you were talking about so I see what you mean about them not being from growth. It's kind of annoying because I wouldn't mind it if it were actually from growth (the rest of me has old/silver stretchmarks from when I was a teenager so why not at this point lol) but I want to actually get real growth with it. Yes, I've heard of BO being a good fit for both underdeveloped and tubular though I'm not sure. You should check out Anastasia916 on here if you haven't already seen her posts. I'm not sure if it would make it responsive to other things. I think it's just my hope. My hope is that it just needs to be awakened or something if that makes sense and if I do that it will act like a normal breast and like my other one, although I won't be sure until the future. I move the dome around a bit but the circumference of the dome is quite a bit bigger than my actual breast which is part of the reason I wondered if a small would have been a better fit for that one. Because I don't want to order one for just that breast when it might not even be a better fit and I can still get a good suction and some swelling with the medium cups I don't see why it should interfere with it working though so I think I'm just stubbornly hoping it grows to fit it soon anyways. As far as my larger one goes (because my little one is really just a bud like when puberty just starts) the top and sides of the top is actually the area I lack the most fat but it has a decent underboob lol. It's a bit conical but it doesn't quite look tubular. My hope though is that if I grew it via pumping and BO it would get a nice round shape though, but before I can even think of that I have to turn my little one from a bud to match its larger sister. My larger one is small but developed while my little one actually looks underdeveloped. Lol I don't even wear a bra unless I'm going to the doctors or a family event. I wear thick t-shirts and they are so small it's not necessary that I wear a bra. 
I don't know if there are threads on here about it but I wonder if there are threads that show the difference between lower pressures for longer durations vs a good amount of pressure for shorter durations. I feel like I'm not going to get a good amount of pressure on the gauge until they grow a little because the skin is so tight w/ barely any fat there. Like I wonder if I would get growth out of doing my -1 to -2 pressure but if I increased my time of doing it?
As of last night I stopped massaging during the in between 2 minute breaks (since I do pump and release 10:2). Only because I don't respond to massage anyways (although I'm still doing the 10 minutes before to warm it up) but I find the massaging for 2 minutes part to be the most annoying part of it because I get cocoa butter on my mousepad and have to constantly reapply it if I take the cups off. So last night I tried to just release the pressure for the two minutes but leave the cups on. Not because I think I'll get better results like that but because I don't think I'll get worse results like that and it looks like I'll be in this for the long haul and might even have to increase my hours so I might as well make it less annoying and intrusive to my life so I don't wind up hating it. I don't really mind it at all right now considering I can do other things while I'm doing it on my computer but with the stop and massage for two minutes every 10 minutes thing and get cocoa butter everywhere it becomes a lot more intrusive. If I was actually someone who responded to massage I'd keep it up but I don't so I feel like it's probably not making a difference but it is the only thing causing me to find pumping a bit annoying. So now I do 10-15 minutes of heat. 10 minutes of massage. Pump and release 10:2 (but keep the cups on just release all of the pressure) for an hour. Then 10-15 minutes of heat again. And I repeat that three times a day. I've only done it that way once so far and I didn't notice a negative difference but I did find it made it a lot less annoying to me.

I would take the stretch marks if they meant actual growth, too. I also have a lot of old stretch marks, especially on my outer thighs, but I have never tried anything to get rid of them. I hope the ones on your boob won't get worse. I'm surprised to hear you got them in the first place, given that you constantly massage your breast with cocoa butter and only go up to -1, -2 max.

I have checked out Anastasia's thread, thank you. I just wish I could see her nipples haha, that would make it easier to compare the before and after pics.

Awakening your small breast, that sounds kind of cute :-) I am actually hoping for something similar. Since my big breast is so much bigger than my small one, I am thinking that my small one was supposed to be that big, as well, and that the constriction is more severe on that boob and that the fat cells are somehow crippled therefore. But that they must be there, underneath. And that maybe pumping will help loosen the constriction and yea, awaken them. I also use acupuncture needles sometimes, because I believe poking through the scarred tissue, which is what this constrictive band is made up of, will help loosen it, as well. Poking holes in it, stretching it. I injected myself with bee venom at some point because I had read that bee venom helpful in the treatment of scar tissue. It was all red and itchy for a couple of days after, but I have no idea if it actually did anything to dissolve the scar tissue.

If your bigger breast has a nice underboob then I am sure that it is not tubular, even if it is a bit conical. I like it when breasts are a bit pointy.

The constant massaging must be a pain in the ass. I read that some people had success with the pump and release method, but I prefer the pump and hold method because the idea of tension induced tissue expansion by applying pressure for an extended period of time sounds more logical to me. This might sound stupid, but each time I release I feel like am interrupting the growth process.

The whole process is taking so long that it probably doesn't make a difference.

But you are right in trying to make it as comfortable as possible for you. You are much more likely to stick to something that you don't find (as) !

Yeah, I think it's one of those things that pump and release works better for some people while pump and hold works better for others so I think I'm just testing one out for a few months and if it doesn't work I'll try the other. I have wondered if anyone has ever done a combined method and got success on here? 
I've kinda just accepted the stretchmarks. Practically all women have them so I feel like even though it's considered an "imperfection" by some people it's one of those things that pretty much everyone has. You really can't get rid of old stretchmarks with creams anyways because they are so deep. Creams are more useful for preventing them in the first place and helping them heal better while they are new. I think people have had success with deep micro needling (the kind you basically need a professional for) and things like lasers but I'm poor and feel like that's a lot of effort for something that is so normal.