[PoisonIvy]

I'm glad to hear the things you did helped! I had never heard about that method where you use a coin. I've only once or twice in my life had a hickey, tho (boo), so I never bothered looking into it.

Did you end up pumping yday?

Do you think that you can get to a C or even a D cup with your 'stubborn' breast? I really hope that you will get there, but looking at myself, I don't think my small breast will ever make it past a B cup and I'm far from that still :-(  It would be great. We need to stay positive, I want to start listening to subliminals again. There is one, or two in that case, made for uneven breasts where you can actually target whichever breast is your small one. She made one for the left and the right breast and you just choose the right one for you. Not sure you believe in those things, though.

How are you doing today?

I actually had to look up ways to get rid of hickeys once I realized that the marks from overpumping are basically hickeys. I didn't wind up pumping last night. I decided to give myself the whole day off. It's like 95% gone and just a little pinker than the rest of my skin now. It was so sad to watch my breast completely deflate yesterday though  I knew it was only swelling but to watch it become practically flat again was sad. I think the reason I'm struggling with it overpumping so easily is because I don't really have much fat there and I feel like the skin on that breast feels really tight because of it. I do wonder if a small cup would have worked better than the medium cup, but I don't want to have to go order a small just for one breast when the medium is perfect for the other for when that time comes and when I might even be wrong about the small being a better fit. I don't actually know if it's possible, it's more like a dream goal lol. I would be happy if both my breasts were symmetrical and a nice shape (and the same shape) and full B's while at my goal weight (which is 15 pounds less). The larger one is probably a medium B right now but when I get to my goal weight it will be a small B and my small I'm not even sure but I wouldn't be surprised if it was a AA tbh. It's either a AA or a small A. Even though they would still be small they would feel normal at least. My dream goal is a C or a D though. I do wonder if I would have a better time with hormones while I was pumping, like if that would make my small breast suddenly respond or something, but I wouldn't want to take the chance until I saw that it could grow. My hope is to get to my goal weight & make them even and symmetrical and than be able to add Bovine Ovary to it. I always wondered since one of my breasts (the smaller one) actually looks underdeveloped if that would be a good fit for me combined with pumping considered BO is the best fit for people who are underdeveloped. They actually look like they are in two different development stages and everything. They stopped growing when I was like 13 and I feel like it was a very abrupt stop (probably because of my eating) but because of that they didn't really develop right and so I'm trying to fix that now. My temperature isn't really right for BO though so I'd have to get it up.