[koyasha]

I wonder why it's not as active anymore. I don't think there are fewer women who want to enhance their breasts naturally. Maybe everything has been discussed already, but I wouldn't mind discussing it all over again if it meant more activity!

Did you experience any side effects from the herbs you were using back then or did they simply not work?

I also stopped NBE at some point and gained weight lol. It was only one year or so for me, but I'm back to square one, as well. How much did you weigh before, now, and what is your goal weight? My highest weight was 169.8 lbs and my lowest was 68.6 lbs (a difference of more than 100 lbs, sounds insane to me). I did or so still have issues with food, though. I'm around 133 lbs now (at 5'1), which is borderline overweight :-( I'd like to lose 34 lbs. I have a small frame, so I look chubby when I am in the higher range of normal according to bmi standards. A former colleague of mine was calling me chubby behind my back after I had gained weight and was in the 103-110 lbs range, so it's not just in my head. Glad he did it behind my back, though, it was easier hearing from someone that 'someone else' had said that about me while the person who told me was being nice about it. It was a touchy subject for me.

I think I read somewhere that you too, had bulimia at some point? How is it going with the eating for you these days? 

"Go big or go home", I'm gonna make this my motto, I'm such a slob when it comes to a lot of things. I haven't been to the gym in 8 months.. I'm sitting here dreaming about losing weight and looking fitter and better in general while.. well, sitting here.

Maybe the stretch marks are a result of growth, but I doubt it, my boob doesn't look any different in shape yet. I know what you mean about examining your breast(s) in the mirror all the time. I wish I could avoid mirrors for a year and then wake up and be like wow :-)

I don't know either but I really miss how active it use to be here. I never went on any herbs that was too heavy like PM or anything. I think Saw Palmetto & Fenugreek and a few of the things like that. I don't remember side effects I just remember them not working, but I also don't think I stayed on them long at all.  I'm shorter as well. Yeah, I did a really long time ago but I have been recovered for several years. It was something that was when I was a teenager and possibly played a part in my breasts not really developing correctly. I'd like to lose 15 lbs. I'm not worried about it impacting NBE since I'm only going to be pumping my smaller breast until they are even (which will likely take longer than it will to lose the weight) and my small breast doesn't respond at all to weight gain or loss anyways. That is horrible about your colleague!!! I wish people weren't like that. I've had my fair share with people like that when I was younger and it was such a touchy subject for me that it would always set me off emotionally. I feel like I look a little chubby at the higher end of the weight range too, and it also makes me nervous about tipping back over into being overweight so I don't really like it.

Maybe it was a good thing they didn't work for you because your bigger breast might have been the only one responding to them after all. How did you manage to get over the ED? Were you IP or did you just 'get over it'? I feel like I won't ever be able to just eat something and not think about it. I'm not overly worried about losing weight having an impact on NBE since I actually want the bigger breast to shrink as it is twice the size of my smaller one which stays small no matter what. When I was underweight I thought I was never gonna be that overweight person again, to me that was an entirely different human being at the time. But here I am. I have become a slob since gaining all that weight because I feel hideous anyway, so why make an effort to look good.

People can be really rude, I got a lot of negative comments when I was severely underweight, as well. But I also hate hearing that I look "good" after having gained weight.. 
How is it going with the pumping? :-)