02-09-2019, 11:44 AM
(02-09-2019, 06:14 AM)Dark_Swan Wrote: I don't go out., wear makeup, dress up, meet people, date and don't hang out with friends as often as I use to.i've been doing the exact same. the only people i interact with regularly are my long-term boyfriend and parents, i feel like im living a lie with anyone else because how i look now doesn't feel like the real me. i've actually been putting off starting my entire career (which is heavily appearance oriented,) but then i realised that being a social recluse with a below-average self-care routine will never help me get to where i want to be or help me with my NBE!
I kind of just want to get big boobs first. My hair and skin are also so awful and I have put on some weight too. It's like I don't want to do normal everyday things until I am "ugly"
What's your take on this?
having small boobs is depressing but taking care of our bodies in social, mental and physical ways will only help with our progress