[sweetorange]

Okay so I decided to upload a current picture. Unfortunately the ones I took last year were in my older computer and the computer is broken so...

The bra is 34C, from Primark . I got it last year in July, and I remember I had pictures wearing it with filling it perfectly . Now , in July I was 7 kilos more than I am nowadays so I guess this is what it is, I mean, I am 84'5 cm = 33.2 " 

I have not pumped consistently since last october, so loosing weight+sick on Xmas+ no pumping gave me this picture = I lost tons of volume.

I am not happy with this let's be honest. I'd like to have rounder and fuller breasts like I did in summer buuuut... I will get it back. I mean I know what I have to do and what's my flaws in this process so I need to be consistent on boob work



PS. This is my first time uploading a picture of my breasts. I feel scared cause I have not shown my body to anyone since I got very sick in 2015. I have a trauma , my ex boyfriend called me anorexic by that time  and I have been without looking into the mirror for almost two years. I know I am not perfect and I don't have to be, but I felt and I still hurt. I hope to overcome the whole situation uploading this pic and others in the future as well!

Love xoxo