[blessedbreasts]

Thanks for your concern, guys. The reason I'm not too alarmed is because my brother was coughing up blood recently, too, and it turned out to just be a sinus infection. So I'm not too worried. The bleeding hasn't persisted. Everything is clear now. I'm just coughing like crazy. I feel sorry for everyone who lives on my floor; I'm sure they can hear me. The worst is at night when I can't sleep and I'm sure they can't, either, because I'm coughing and hacking like I'm getting paid to do it.

Missb - People keep telling me not to rush it, but like... I've never had a boyfriend. Not even kind of. Not even been on a date. Never been kissed. I pretty much invented not rushing things, and look where it's gotten me: boyfriendless, dateless, insecure, and lonely. It just isn't working for me. I don't know if I give guys an "I'm not interested" vibe or what, but nothing ever goes anywhere for me.

hannah - I haven't been exercising since I moved here, so maybe getting back into a regular routine will help. As soon as I feel better, I think I'll start back up.