[blessedbreasts]

Thanks for weighing in, you guys. It's such an alien thought that a cute, non-creepy guy could possibly like me.

We didn't exchange contact info... I was too shy to give him the "go ahead" signals to get close to me. *bangs head against a wall* I feel so dumb. I've missed opportunities in the past because of "shutting guys down," as my brother put it. You'd think I'd learn, but I just can't get past feelings of "He'll find me disgusting and hideous if I let him get close and experience me enough."

I'll look him up on Facebook, but I'd be too shy to friend him. I don't really get on Facebook, anyway, so it's not a good way to keep in touch with me. I'm making plans to take a trip with my dad to his church this month, though. If I see him, I will try to be attentive toward him and give him "signals." Also, his cousin goes to my church and goes to activities where the young adults from his church hang out and do fun stuff. He'd be there, and I'm still young enough to go. Maybe I'll see if I can go with to some of them. It's funny, I've actually been wanting to move to his city since the end of last year, and just applied to a job there before I left for camp.

I'm so nervous! My knee-jerk reaction when a guy shows interest in me is to hide. I'm so bad at this.

Thanks again for your comments, you guys. Any tips or tricks for dealing with guys are highly appreciated and welcomed, as I have no idea what I'm doing!