[blessedbreasts]

Ella, I went to my brother and sister-in-law's, then a church camp and helped out in the office, then back to my brother and sister-in-law's.

Thanks, James and Missboobshirt. I really, really appreciate the kind words. Especially James saying I deserve a nice guy.

Well, I'm back, and I can tell some of my progress is gone. I couldn't massage like I thought I could. The last time I helped out at camp, I had a room to myself. This time, I had a (lovely) roommate, so I couldn't really massage in the room. I did the best I could in the shower, but it definitely wasn't the same. I suppose it doesn't help that I haven't been eating much, either. I've been eating about two meals a day. My waist and stomach still look really good, though.

I'm back to my massage routines, and, starting tomorrow, I'll get back to eating fatty foods.

Okay, I have stupid, non-NBE questions. Forgive me in advance for how horrifically juvenile this is going to be. But I don't have sisters or friends I can ask this stuff, and I'm completely, and I do mean completely clueless where guys are concerned.

How can you tell if a guy likes you? How do you show a guy that you're interested in him?

There was a guy at camp who I've met before, and we just shared a bit of banter back when we first met. At camp, we did it again, and I felt some chemistry. Also, when he first saw me at camp, my back was to him, and I overheard him whisper to someone, "Hey, do I know her? What's her name?" (We've never officially exchanged names.)

Anyway, I'm trying to figure out if he likes me, because there were a few things he did that made me suspicious. He teased me almost every time we were together, and when he wasn't, he'd do something that was clearly intended to make me laugh. Also, he did something that I just realized yesterday didn't seem normal. He kind of went out of his way to stay near me at one point? At least I think so, as the way I was going didn't seem like a place he needed to go to. Maybe I'm completely wrong and he really did need to go there, too. I don't know. UGH.

He also sat next to me at one point during and seemed super nervous the whole time and full of pent-up energy. He was fidgeting in this really intense way that looked very wrong. Imagine a guy sitting next to you with his legs spread super wide and his hands folded close to his groin, bouncing up and down. Please see in your head what that looks like. I don't think he fully realized what he was doing, but it was, ehm... interesting to see to say the least.

There were more moments, but I don't want to bore anyone. I know I sound like a silly teenage girl, but when it comes to romance and boys, I pretty much am as I have no experience. Am I being ridiculous? Maybe he was just being friendly. He probably felt sorry for me.

For my part, I am interested in him... he's so cute. Tall with brown hair and blue eyes... sigh. I wish I were more confident. Maybe I could have made something happen, I don't know. Now I can't stop thinking about him. What should I do?

Sorry. This probably comes off as really silly.