[blessedbreasts]

I honestly think I would feel a lot better about myself if I got a significant other. I'm always so perplexed when girls have issues like mine, yet they have boyfriends or husbands. It makes me feel extra messed up. There's definitely something I'm missing. Like I really and truly don't know how to get a boyfriend. I can't bear to even have guys look at me and I can't make eye contact with them, even though I'm so lonely and really want to be with someone. I'll literally try to hide from attractive guys (or at least shield my face in some way) if I encounter them in public. Truly pitiful.

Got my period today! Got it on day 31! *pats self on the back* Nice. It's always a treat when my cycle is less than 35 days. Breasts are still big and sore.

I'm going to try to record my intake later. If I'm not too sleepy, that is.