[Katana]

Thanks, James and Katana. I guess I'm not expressing myself well. I love being thin. In fact, I starved myself throughout my teen years to be skinnier, even though I was already thin. But that's another topic entirely. I like slim, slinky bodies. I wish I had a body like Ella's, to be honest.

My problem with my own body is I'm a masculine combination of mesomorph and ectomorph. So I'm not just thin, I'm also slightly muscular along with boniness. I look like I do regular weight workouts even though I don't. And my thighs are strangely big in comparison to the rest of me. I'll never forget, one day I was dressed in swimwear, and my little nephew looked at me and said "You have strong legs." Sigh...

I'd rather be slim and soft or slim and slightly toned than slim and "strong-looking." I'm embarrassed at the idea of one day being intimate with a man and him seeing the weird musculature I have.

But thank you for your kind words! Made me feel a little bit better.

I'd be quite similar to you if I was thin it seems. Even at this weight my thighs are nearly solid. I can do 300lb leg press at the gym.
I have a lot of muscle underneath everything else