[myboobs]

I missed updating the 20-week mark because, well, holidays haha. Not much has happened though. I've been taking less PM and I was slacking off with massage for like a month. I've pretty much stalled I guess. Measurement is still hovering around 82 (sometimes +-0.5cm) sadly. Tape says 82cm but pictures are telling me my boobs aren't as fluffy as my last update. I've come to the same measurement many times now. Deceptive measuring tape...

I've tried massaging with flaxseed oil some though. I got some swelling after two days but I'm inconsistent with it. Normally I'll massage when playing games and just alternate between hands. Having oily hands makes that hard. I'm kind of torn about fenugreek. I had nice, steady growth with it and taking it out of my program might have contributed to my stall. But tummy fat.... This is why I'm considering maybe trying a topical fenugreek extract. I've already consulted bf about it and he doesn't mind the smell, haha. I talk a lot about NBE with him... poor guy. He is really supportive though, sometimes he'll do my massage for me and encourages me when I'm whiny about not having grown for a while, so that's nice! :3

I've grown to like spearmint tea a lot actually, the minty taste is really subtle compared to like, gum or toothpaste. Haven't had any hairs on my chin for months now and only the tiiiniest around my nipple, as opposed to the thick, black hairs I had before. Before NBE, I had no idea these things could be fixed. Armpit hair has lessened significantly as well.

Currently on a week's break from PM but I'm running out and should order more. I got interested in Oxford Vitality's PM since someone mentioned it here, but they have been out of stock these last few weeks. Shipping in EU was pretty fast too, darnit.

People don't seem to like my thread much, though I'm trying to be friendly. I feel maybe I'm not asking enough questions or writing in other threads enough. I kinda feel most questions I've had have been answered in older threads and regarding other people's threads...well..I'm just bad at 'small talk'. I thought maybe it would be easier online but I can only offer perhaps a few supportive words at most. I want to be a part of this community but it's hard for me somehow. I realize I probably just don't offer much. Well, I'm going to keep posting updates and read all the threads, but it makes me a little sad that I still feel I'm kind of standing outside, looking in. Sorry for this rant.. Pictures will be attached.

Sweety , I don't think there is anything personal . It is just that many ain't following your thread , nothing to get disheartened about . You can't force ppl to follow your thread . But if you need information ppl here will help for sure or direct you to the information . Take heart , you doing well your bobbies looking good