23-10-2015, 04:09 PM
(22-10-2015, 07:42 AM)char Wrote: I was actually thinking about this mood thing the other day. I had gotten pretty stressed out several big ways in the past few months. Well, I wasn't taking herbs. Recently I have started back on an almost microscopic dose of pm and 1 SP, some days (because I have some to get rid of). I also have a green drink and throw in other herbs like ground sage, cinnamon, cayenne, etc (as I take these anyway for health, sometimes I do smoothies). Well, I was doing well taking it every day for a couple of weeks, but as I wasn't too committed, I got lazy and skipped a day. Goodness! I almost kicked a whole in the wall. I suddenly got upset and just raged and seethed. Then, I had to consider that maybe my tiny dose of missed herbs had something to do with it. I think PM helps me be calmer and I generally feel good when I drink my green drink (has stuff like alfalfa, etc).
Yeeh thats exactly what I mean lol a whole in the wall, at least its not as bad as thinking about strangling your dog. and then just even think about just walking to the kitchen to just hit your fist on a plate and then straight afterwards feel totally under control and just calmly clear up the broken plate almostly singing and feeling totally happy again:S
As much as I love the good effect of pm one you stop you get some kind off frisbee effect you get back the bad stuff only then a 10fold worse.
I totally get the negative loop now as I went trough it. And one of the signs your body is trying to get that loop mechanism to work is to get you craving for sugar...Ive experienced this a couple of times now..You up your estrogen-->body says no thanks, eat some sugar so I can get these andro's to work again --> and there ya go..