[pom19]

but as I'm talking too you, i watched youre programme and saw youre on PM. Do you experience ''minor'' sideeffects? Like mentall moodswings or something like that..or weightloss or headache or anything at all?

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I started PM in April, 2013, and have not stopped since then, except sometimes I take a weekend break, which I don't like to do and I feel it when I don't take it-moody. But, I started low-500 mg cap/day, and then increased it to 2/day, but went back to 1/day again. Later on I switched my cap with powder, although I used to massage with oil that had PM also in it. So after I stopped my massage I switched my cap PM with powder PM. Since it is tough to measure how much you take when taking powder, I just use about half a small tea spoon-european size tea spoon (small). But sometimes I take more than that and since I am so used to small amount I do feel some heavyness in my head which is unusual for me since I do not get headache at all. I've been like this all my life, so this tells me if I take more PM I feel the negative side effect. So, as long as I take my half tea spoonful/day, I do not have negative side effect, but all good. That's why I get unhappy if I decid to take a day or two break over the weekend. Of course I always take my other herbs too, ususally after my morning workout-5 times/week. The main reason I have always taken small amount is that I am not transitioning into a female, but a male+female. That's what makes me happy. I have never had an issue with my gender, but I believe now I am completing my soul and body with adding a feminine side to my life, and I am really enjoying it, so much that I cannot give enough gratitude for it. It is a journey toward wholeness, it is so much beautifying me that I feel sad to let this body go when it is my time to go...but, I know I have to let go when the time comes.

Alright thanks for al that info on PM. You kinda confirmed off what i was afraid off,(the quiting days) you as a male have much less trouble on that. But i as a female not on bcp have to cycle with PM. And i dont want it to mess up with my mood and deff not with my periods. I have too think about this and come with a clever plan to make PM work for me.. As I am quite sensitive for phytoestrogens i think i deff will get growth from it. But i need to be certain about my periods dont want to get pregnant. For me it is difficult to understand how you can be a man and a woman at the same time.. But on the other hand I completely understand it..throw out a (feminine) side off you nobody would ever expect you had it. I am very happy for you that you can find the right balance in it and feel happy with yourself just the way you want it to be! You have a lot off courage to just do your own thing on your own way. I hope you can enjoy off your hard work for a long time but you are not so old that you have to worry much about that right! ciao

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Well, the way I function so peacefully and happily as male/female is when I am among males, I feel totally a male, specially still I have no attraction toward them (after 1.5 years of taking phytoestrogens), but I enjoy some sort of camaraderie with them, basically I am totally a male when among them. But as soon as I am among ladies, I feel them so much that I am like them, and I enjoy their company so much without wanting to be involved physically with anyone of them, but not etherically!!! And that's why I am so calm when I am around both sexes-the males, I am not attracted to, and the female, I do not want to get physical with, although I am attracted to, while I adore them so much. I know it is so strange, that's why I call it wholeness, or needless among both sexes. <3 POM