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Im very confident and quite arrogant about my looks, my body and my achievements (not annoyingly arrogant though) but it's just around him, I'm not. I just want to be perfect for him, even though I know he's extremely attracted to me. We broke up but he just made me pay attention to stuff I never noticed before, like boobs. Now I'm doing it for myself (ok maybe kinda for him too, incase we do get back). But I really want to get curvier.

I was a size 34C when I was 156but I used to be 10lbs fatter and extremely unhealthy so I'm hoping with herbal supplements and now massaging il go back to thatt without gaining weight overall.

I knoww! I'm so amazed by everyone's growth. Can't wait for mine to fill up this is the first time I ever commit to anything. I think it's in my aquarian nature that i can't commit to anything especially relationships but when it comes to NBE I'm making long term goals and plans. Going to be very patient and persistent till I get the results I want.

From reading different threads I realized this journey isn't just about growing breasts but also to learn to love yourself; to gain more out of this experience mentally and emotionally. You are all extremely strong admirable individuals.

......I like you And, not in a creepy way, but more like: you have a great healthy attitude and I like that! And you are very right. NBE should not be a "do or die" thing, but more of an "I already like myself the way I am, but I like to embellish and improve sometimes if I can!" type of thing. The path to success is the path to happiness and the people who are on this NBE train with a "do or die" mentality are only setting themselves up to never be happy. If you do not love yourself with small breasts, you will not love yourself with large breasts either (you will just always want more and more), so happiness starts with loving yourself the way you are! This way, you will be happy no matter what happens (or doesn't happen) with your breasts.

And I love the lot above about your confidence. I am exactly the same way! And with the boy-- it just means that you love him so much, there really is no end in your want to please him, so it does not necessarily mean that you are not confident with him. And my ex also confessed to me how he felt after the first time he took my padded pushup bra off (but he told me two years later, when I brought a related topic up). And, after thinking about it, I realized he was right! It would be like, if he were skinny and wore long sleeves with fake muscles stuffed in there to bulk up his arms and chest. Boy would I too be disappointed if he took his shirt off! He called it false advertising, hahaha. We girls need to learn to embrace ourselves as we are, and give men the chance to know us for how we really are, and love us as that. It took a while for me to detach, but I finally have been wearing lightly lined (no padding) bras for the past few months. I feel incredible, like I really embraced that part of myself 100% (I will not wear bras without lining because I do not want my nipples to show!).

And as for your breakouts, you do know that breakouts are caused sometimes by an increase in testosterone, right? And maca is know to increase testosterone levels for those whose T levels are not already high. This may not be the reason for your breakouts, but it may be a possibility.

So yeah, I just wanted to say hi and that I think you are off to a great start It's great to have a person like you join the BN family!

EDIT: I am also excited to see that we have similar goals as far as how we want to achieve a curvier figure. And I am excited to see that fenugreek works for you to cease your menstrual cramps! I too discovered that sometime around this past summer. I love fenugreek for that!