[EllaC]

Thanks guys! Peggy not really sure where I can find that. & coffee lids didn't work for me. I found a carton box and made 2 circles the size of the domes but the problem my nips are so sensitive that they still get erected and enlarged from the pressure. Stopped pumping these past 2 days till I figure something else.
I'm sorry it's taking me so long to reply to you guys, here and on different threads. I'm having problems with the internet connections and experiencing a lot of power cuts. I can check but it doesn't go through whenever I try to post. There's a war going on in the country I'm currently visiting so trying to figure out my next step. Middle East is a mess right now, please include us in your prayers and good wishes.
My friend got shot 2 days ago standing in her window with her 3 year old son, they were just shooting randomly. Next day I had a friends wedding. Weird thing is that everyone attends even though there's a 50% chance something on the way might happen to you. I guess life just goes on.

I was wearing my super padded bra yet I was an average size, everyone there was huge. Which made me feel so boobie conscious especially when I got back and took off the bra, I felt so frustrated by what I already have. Yet so much heartbreaking things are happening around me, I should be thankful for staying alive. I guess we hold on to those silly things like boob progress to just make us feel alive or remotely normal.

BB I'm sorry you're feeling down, I know that feeling too well. Sometimes you just feel like everything is working against you and that nothing you seem to do at the moment is giving you any joy. Fact is you just have to hang in there till you get in a better place within yourself. You need to find something that makes you happy or gives you any sort of joy and hold on to it. You also have to always have faith in god and know that he has a plan for you. Did you get your hormones tested? Estrogen dominance also causes severe mood swings and depression. & I second Peggy, maca is an amazing herb, gives you lots of energy and makes you feel great so maybe itl be good for your overall mood to try that.
& even if you've lost the progress you made, youl get it back much easier and faster so don't get discouraged.

Oh Aqua that's the most terrible sad thing,OMG what is wrong with this world where innocent people who have nothing to do with it get shot. This is soo sad.
You take care of yourself. I feel so sad for you and your friend right now