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First off I'm only doing this for myself and my husband as he watches porn. So I feel sometimes like i'm not good enough. As though he has never done that to me on purpose. It's just me that feels this way. And when my boobs are having a real good day with swelling he doesn't even notice. But loves to watch me massage them which makes me feel soooo embarrassed... He is a good guy don't get me wrong. He loves me even if i'm small but he said he would get me an enlargement whenever I wanted.. So obviously breast size does matter to most, I think..
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(25-09-2013, 09:14 PM)tinytots Wrote: First off I'm only doing this for myself and my husband as he watches porn. So I feel sometimes like i'm not good enough. As though he has never done that to me on purpose. It's just me that feels this way. And when my boobs are having a real good day with swelling he doesn't even notice. But loves to watch me massage them which makes me feel soooo embarrassed... He is a good guy don't get me wrong. He loves me even if i'm small but he said he would get me an enlargement whenever I wanted.. So obviously breast size does matter to most, I think..
I am curious if it bothers you that he watches porn as it seems this is the main reason you've been driven to NBE?
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(25-09-2013, 09:30 PM)Jenniferlove Wrote: (25-09-2013, 09:14 PM)tinytots Wrote: First off I'm only doing this for myself and my husband as he watches porn. So I feel sometimes like i'm not good enough. As though he has never done that to me on purpose. It's just me that feels this way. And when my boobs are having a real good day with swelling he doesn't even notice. But loves to watch me massage them which makes me feel soooo embarrassed... He is a good guy don't get me wrong. He loves me even if i'm small but he said he would get me an enlargement whenever I wanted.. So obviously breast size does matter to most, I think..
I am curious if it bothers you that he watches porn as it seems this is the main reason you've been driven to NBE?
I will tell you the truth jenniferlove. At one point in my life it did bother me very much. It Took over our sex life for about a year. He was hiding mags and videos everywhere. I do believe its an addiction. I used to watch them with him until it became obsessive. Then life went on and we had 2 kids. I told God I couldn't put up with this anymore and gave it over to him. Ever since then I have been more satisfied with myself. I am doing this for me. He was not the reason I started but I do want him to desire me more than the porn. But from what I've heard it's not about us.
