[Jenniferlove]

So just a few updates. I received my spearmint tea in the mail. 4 oz. will last me a looonnnggg time! I wasn't expecting the bag to be so large! I always drink loose tea. I for whatever reason feel the quality is higher when it's loose vs. pre-bagged. I am a huge tea drinker/lover so was not worried about drinking enough of cups a day. I am, however, slightly turned off by the taste because it tastes exactly like spearmint gum! It reminds me of soaking gum in hot water, ew! I'm mixing it with other teas of mine which is making it more tolerable.

I've always had symptoms that made me feel I may have high T levels. I took vitex but I believe it makes me break out so I had to find an alternative. Enter spearmint! I hope this works well!

As for my symmetry issue, I have ONLY been noogling/massaging my smaller, defiant boob this month. I have paid zero attention to the larger. Man, if I had two boobs like my larger boob I would probably be a DD by now. It responds SO quickly! The smallest efforts make it bust up soooo fast. So that is that. I hope by the end of the month they will be more even. We will see!

My bf was going off on a tangent the other day about how vain people are who do ANY type of alteration to their body. Braces, hair transplants, these were some of the topics mentioned. This is why I can never tell him about NBE. He would probably be disgusted with me. He thinks we should be as natural as possible (which I more or less agree with too) and to just allow our bodies to unfold as they natural will as we age. Whatever! I feel your average guy has NO idea how much efforts your average female puts into her "natural" looks.

Wow Jen, NEVER tell him or let him find out. What strange one. Do you think he secretly suspects? And is maybe poking fun at you. Seriously, who goes off of a tangent like that???

Yeah, he's a strange one. I don't think he suspects, and I want to KEEP it that way! We just live in a highly superficial city (in the heart of it, aye) and I think these kinds of conversations are a little more normal out here. Everyone is aiming for beauty it seems and he's such a rebel going against it haha. He's just naturally beautiful though.