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Whoa, whoa, WHOA you guys. Shizz be goin' crazy over here. I don't intend to completely deter the conversation in this thread from its original purpose, and have never purposefully done this in any other threads. I would just like to make some clarifications.

I won't speak as to why the women are doing this, as only they can answer that but I wanted to make this clear for the ladies using the things I've said has given me growth I am not lying but if you think I am then please don't use the things I've said has given me growth, don't waste your time and money. However I will make one point, the ladies who are accusing me are also the same ones rubbing on Flaxseed Oil, which I'm not saying I trademarked but they only started using it after I posted my results and said how great it was. So even they must not believe their own lies if their using the chief oil I recommended.

I'm saying this not to be mean, not to be jealous, but to be honest. I first mentioned Flaxseed Oil on BHM as a possible alternative to fish oil for butt growth, and stated as well that I had intended on trying it and would also use it on my breasts, like a two-for-one oil. You went out maybe a week later and begun using flaxseed oil, while I was still waiting to be in a place where I was financially able to afford it along with all my regular NBE herbs. Regardless, I have never gone and said that you were doing it to copy my idea, as you seem to be implying here. I did not chose to try it because you said you achieved great growth with it, but merely because I had originally been meaning to try it.

Emily, I don't know why you chose to demonize me so much, other than to possibly make yourself look the larger person. I am not nor have I ever been mean or cruel to you, and choosing to call me an "evil person" is coming completely out of left field. Yes, I did call you on a few things, even here and there, but have never done so in a cruel fashion. You are not the first or only person I will say something to. I am an honest person by nature, although I would never be honest in an attempt to hurt someone. This is a very tight-knit, loving community, and I would never bring a bunch of hostility to the site.

I have never acted like I'm not glad that you've achieved growth, because quite honestly, I'm happy when I see anyone achieving great growth. I've even congratulated you before on multiple threads. It has actually been great seeing someone else with my same breast shape and size who responds equally well to NBE. It doesn't make me jealous, but it actually inspires me, just knowing that such a thing really is possible. And while I have called your hip measurement into doubt, you have without a doubt come a long way with your butt growth, and I never intended to say that you had not achieved anything, nor to say that you were "ugly". I DO have BDD after so many years of being put down by everyone in my life, including my own family, and know how much that hurts. Therefore, I would never call someone else ugly just because of a quarrel or whatever the eff this is. Especially a fellow NBEer.

If you really think I'm "evil", and "the enemy", then so be it. I obviously can't do anything to change your warped views on me, as I've already been as nice as possible and you still continue to say these things about me. I myself refuse to see what I've done to make you so hostile towards me; should you decide to point an incident out to me where I'm indeed in the wrong, then I will apologize. But I honestly don't know what it is I've actually done for you to harbor this hatred against me, and unless I get some proof that I have outwardly insulted you the way you act like I have, then I will continue to presume that I haven't actually done anything wrong and you are merely overreacting. I know I've called to question your bra measuring method on here before, and you've shown the same hostility then as you have now (although to a much lesser degree). I've never said any of it as an insult to you, but merely to try to get you to understand that that method is not accurate and will not only deceive your followers, but yourself as well. I have never PM'd you or messaged you personally, so everything between us is out in the open for others to see, and I'll leave it to them to make their own judgement calls.

As insecure as I am about myself, I am surprisingly open to other people making their own opinions of me, and am not personally harmed by what those people think. Whatever opinion they have of me, I've had of myself at some point in time, and won't be offended by those things. If there is someone out there who decides I am a purebred jacka**, then so be it; there are other people out there, and I don't need to impress them specifically to feel good about myself. Still, I don't go out of my way to do something to make anyone want to hate me; I am just naturally kind. I yet again say this as an honest fact, not as an attack on you, but maybe you need to stop focusing so much on other people's opinions on yourself and stop letting it hurt you. You seem to have some sort of inferiority complex, and, while not uncommon (especially in those focusing on themselves as much as us NBEers), it's making you take things completely out of context and seeing simple critique as a full-on assault.

I never intended for things to blow up like this, and I apologize that such a thing has taken over these threads. I'm not apologizing for what I've said, because I do not feel as that was in the wrong, but merely for shifting the conversation past its original point. I hope that soon these threads can get back to their main purpose and that we can all go about our ways in things. I'd lastly like to point out that I've never called you out by name in any other threads and insulted you in a thread that you don't check, as you've done to me here. As I've said, I'm honest, and will bring that honesty straight to you before going around behind your back to say things. I would hope that you could do the same to me in the future.

Feel free to get back to your thread at this point, I just wanted to have a chance to put in my two cents after being brutally attacked here.

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Sorry for the book, it was what I felt was necessary for portraying my point of view. Didn't realize it was so long.