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Maybe once I try Natural Curves, I can try to make a lotion out of my leftover PM and see if that helps any (that way I could switch it off with my PC halfway through the month). I think PM was just an overwhelming amount of estrogen for someone who is also low in progesterone. No matter how much PC I used in the second half of the month, it could never make up for how much estrogen PM was pumping me up with during the first half of the month.

Natural Curves seems to be designed to level out hormones better, something I can't seem to achieve with individual herbs and creams. So I'm hoping it will help.

I feel like back in the day before I ever went on birth control, when my body produced basically NO estrogen, PM would have been the perfect cure for me. But taking birth control and then taking all these phytoestrogens now seem to have reminded my body that it should start making estrogen. I've noticed that the more estrogen I use on my body, the more my body starts to do it on its own. :/

Not sure how long I plan to cleanse, but I want to do an extra-long cleanse this time to really clear my body out. Unfortunately, my breasts are already shrinking a good bit. I barely fill out my 34DD bra right now (it's actually got removable padding, so it's not really that big on the inside), when just last week, I was almost swollen enough to need to take the padding out finally.

Le sigh. All this NBE is making me crazy.