My gosh. So this is serious? I did think or hope that maybe this kooky, illegal sounding post was just a troll or a social networking experiment, what with all the talk of how social networking affects our, um, social lives :]
Edtar, may I suggest you consider some counseling? Besides the other oddly, surprising things that you mentioned, it seems that maybe you could use some help properly reorganizing your thoughts/actions. As for yourself and for your children, I think it may behoove the whole family to stabilize and reorganize some of the thoughts and expressions/actions that have brought you to this point. Children are sensitive, sometimes touched by something they don't even consciously perceive. I think it is beneficial to take caution with any distortions they may have to process into their rapidly moving llittle lives.
I think someone mentioned hormones. It definitely seems that your hormone panel could be vastly off-kilter. Also, there is a wide assortment of events in our lives that can cause astonishing effects in our thinking process and emotional/ social quotient. I think that counseling would be beneficial to you towards healing some of the issues that might result from these events, as our mind can really warp how we misdirect personal emotions into the outer world. Unfortunately, many of us adults, at some point in our lives, do get caught in a destructive sort of adolescent mentality. Luckily, a lot of goodness can work towards, well, growing up/maturing. There is a lot of hope and help out there. And on the legal/ethical side, I am glad you came to our community for quality, mature peer review before you took any potentially very unwise actions. I have personal experience with a friend who wanted to share a profound experience and "grow closer" with his long term girlfriend coupla years ago. Unbeknownst to her, he slipped her something "harmless." This girl doesn't even use pain-killers. She had a severe reaction. He is still on probation, but he is healing and getting his mind right. Here on the forums with all the research we do, we still have to watch our bodies. I was surprised to have a terrible reaction to a very low dose of an herb that I didn't consider would bother me.
Edtar, I wish y'all the best in dealing and especially Healing!
PS: Thank y'all in the forums for being real heroes here and helping fellow human doings out at Breast Nexus! Disaster averted! Pshew! Empathy, consideration, compassion, appreciation, and forgiveness--saving the world I hope!
PPS: I forgot love. Some people talk about they love something they got at Walmart and then return it later. People "love" ice-cream and television. Maybe that is love; I don't know. But it could just be like light or zero-calorie love. Alright, much love to y'all, and especially full-flavor Love from the Universe and from us to our "loved ones" Woot!
Edtar, may I suggest you consider some counseling? Besides the other oddly, surprising things that you mentioned, it seems that maybe you could use some help properly reorganizing your thoughts/actions. As for yourself and for your children, I think it may behoove the whole family to stabilize and reorganize some of the thoughts and expressions/actions that have brought you to this point. Children are sensitive, sometimes touched by something they don't even consciously perceive. I think it is beneficial to take caution with any distortions they may have to process into their rapidly moving llittle lives.
I think someone mentioned hormones. It definitely seems that your hormone panel could be vastly off-kilter. Also, there is a wide assortment of events in our lives that can cause astonishing effects in our thinking process and emotional/ social quotient. I think that counseling would be beneficial to you towards healing some of the issues that might result from these events, as our mind can really warp how we misdirect personal emotions into the outer world. Unfortunately, many of us adults, at some point in our lives, do get caught in a destructive sort of adolescent mentality. Luckily, a lot of goodness can work towards, well, growing up/maturing. There is a lot of hope and help out there. And on the legal/ethical side, I am glad you came to our community for quality, mature peer review before you took any potentially very unwise actions. I have personal experience with a friend who wanted to share a profound experience and "grow closer" with his long term girlfriend coupla years ago. Unbeknownst to her, he slipped her something "harmless." This girl doesn't even use pain-killers. She had a severe reaction. He is still on probation, but he is healing and getting his mind right. Here on the forums with all the research we do, we still have to watch our bodies. I was surprised to have a terrible reaction to a very low dose of an herb that I didn't consider would bother me.
Edtar, I wish y'all the best in dealing and especially Healing!
PS: Thank y'all in the forums for being real heroes here and helping fellow human doings out at Breast Nexus! Disaster averted! Pshew! Empathy, consideration, compassion, appreciation, and forgiveness--saving the world I hope!
PPS: I forgot love. Some people talk about they love something they got at Walmart and then return it later. People "love" ice-cream and television. Maybe that is love; I don't know. But it could just be like light or zero-calorie love. Alright, much love to y'all, and especially full-flavor Love from the Universe and from us to our "loved ones" Woot!