Thanks Timarie, it is easy to misunderstand someone in writing especially if you do not know the person. Actually pretty everyone here is very supportive and nice, I probably overreacted. Hehe, I did study engineering, but I don't know how helpful is that with NBE, I think its my perservance that helps me the most and also the willingness to take some risk. I take my efforts seriously because I want it very badly (you can call that obsession) and also because I invest all my free time in it and that for months!! That is sacrifice! Some users reported depression, well I don't feel that, but I do think it is a bit too much, its crazy to wear that thing for a year for 12h-20h-30h+!!! I better not think about that too much, there is also another perspective - I can be and I am happy that I've found something that works for me, it would be much worse if I had been trying stuff for a year without results, even if it is less work and dedication. Brava is a bit too much, but I am progressing which is very exciting, there is no way I would stop now.
When I determine my size I consider 3 things: the charts, how they look like naked and what bra fits (but bras are very different, some brands are smaller, some bigger, it depends also on the style). When I wear a moulded or lined bra I do not notice that my breast are not fully symmetrical and even, but I when I wear an unpadded, unlined bra, just a thin fabric I can see that, that's also a reason why I said the bra shouldn't have a form on its own. And yes, I do think of a subjective view what a B looks like. We have a mental picture how an A,B,C etc looks like, even if not a clear one and I expect from a B not too look clearly small, like a border where "normal sized" begins, its not big either, but not the category plainly small and that they have a mature form, just with less volume. From the side they have a nice form, I just need them 3times as big
, they have the form that I want, which they didn't have as I started, they got it with more tissue. From the front view they need to get wider. I also hope my skin will be in better condition for the pictures
Me too, I can't wait to hit that mark 
And you asked me what band I am - 34. Hehe, if I said 'I can wear' instead of fit - I am not a native speaker, I meant fit
When I determine my size I consider 3 things: the charts, how they look like naked and what bra fits (but bras are very different, some brands are smaller, some bigger, it depends also on the style). When I wear a moulded or lined bra I do not notice that my breast are not fully symmetrical and even, but I when I wear an unpadded, unlined bra, just a thin fabric I can see that, that's also a reason why I said the bra shouldn't have a form on its own. And yes, I do think of a subjective view what a B looks like. We have a mental picture how an A,B,C etc looks like, even if not a clear one and I expect from a B not too look clearly small, like a border where "normal sized" begins, its not big either, but not the category plainly small and that they have a mature form, just with less volume. From the side they have a nice form, I just need them 3times as big
, they have the form that I want, which they didn't have as I started, they got it with more tissue. From the front view they need to get wider. I also hope my skin will be in better condition for the pictures Me too, I can't wait to hit that mark And you asked me what band I am - 34. Hehe, if I said 'I can wear' instead of fit - I am not a native speaker, I meant fit