[Outofstyle]

YOLO = you only live once. A common saying among the younger generation lol I am almost too old for it, took me awhile to discover what it meant.

Not too young for catching your Pink reference hahaha sooo funny I used to love that song lol! So Risqué.

My doctor gave me remeron which will help my sleep, it is an anti anxiety. She wouldn't give me the wellbutrin with it but I think I will still end up needing it in 4 weeks.

I'm trying not to be upset about this thing but I feel so played and like he doesn't even know what he's done to me. Thinking about it makes me upset, I hate people who make me feel this way. I want to confront him but maybe it wouldn't do any good. Or maybe he at least wouldn't do it to someone else. He's just making me feel like I'm not good enough, but he is the one who isn't good enough for me. I wish I had a punching bag. Like fuck. Why do I have to sit here and try to hold back balling my eyes out while he goes on his merry way. Do I confront him??

I hope the remeron works as an anti-depressant too. This sucks.