[TibetanPrincess]

It helps when I sleep with my man I don't get it then but when he leaves early and I go back to bed or if he work nights hes military I do get the scary weird sexual dreams again.
Does this make sense?

Yep. Its not your subconciense. Its them. They look for dreamers to rape. Its extremely common. When i awake during it happening and attack them, I always hear them gripe: " we should have went to so and so's". Which is just another dreamer they take advantage of. When I see them with pills in their hands (once in a blue moon), I flip! I end up killing or injuring them. These pills I found out are sleeping pills, birth control pills. I've been drugged often because they know I might wake up going batshit crazy on their asses.

The worst is when the traffickers use meth-like injectibles or crack. Yes, hard to believe, but this is real. Its why we don't remember when it happens.