[Jenniferlove]

My breasts feel like water! I kinda hate this feeling. Its like nothing much is there and then, bam! Water Boobs! This is the second cycle in a row that I have had no luteal bloating. I also am having my menses full on now. At least I am on time. I guess I am not as sensitive to the hormones? I am liver flushing tonight. So hopefully this does something. My areolas are still dark.

Thanks @GBabe!
I got from aliexpress.com! I wish my Chinese Gal had bras like this, I'd sell them! The thing is though, these do run small I am wearing 36C, but its more like a 34B/C. The cup does not actually fit me, there is no wire in the cups, the gore is completely off touch from my chest about two fingers width. But the upside to this bra is that since there is no wire, the breasts are held by the bra itself, which is pretty sturdy Its comfy and I can grow more and keep my cleavage.

btw, the bras (your bra) have been ordered, I just need to recieve my invoice

@JLove,
You made my day I hate my thick lids from bleph. Its not a weird comp, I'd get that alot actually. I guess I had those easy lids to do make up on. Its what the artists said anyway, when I'd get done up. I cried often these past 3 years because I get no real sleep and that frustrates the hell out of me. Sometimes I just wish God would take me in my lying there at night.

So my lids thicken. This is what I look like often now, but this is what I used to look like before the madness.

I'd kill to be that happy girl again;(

Thanks @Lotus! Not pervy at all

You have Debra Harry eyes. Well, I don't know what to say. How is your social circle and close personal relationships? That can have a large effect on one's moods. Diet as well. I know the whole spiritual warfare, which I've been going thru similar. I've had to take drastic measures to get closer to God by *gasp* going to church. I'm very anti-religion, but my spirituality apparently hasn't been enough. I've been feeling a lot better these past couple weeks by seeking a better relationship with him.