[Jenniferlove]

I believe in this type of stuff too. That an entity or demon can latch itself inside of us and turn our body into its home. It will silently breathe negative thoughts into us, make us feel bad about ourselves, drive people to severe depression and sometimes suicide. The more powerful ones spawn the crazy serial killers we read about (and most likely the sociopathic gov't officials running the show).

I have for a very long time felt something inside of me. Something that was not me rejoicing during inappropriate times that I was not even happy about, or flooding sad thoughts in my head. It was always strange, and just enough to make me think that I perhaps have a demon of some sort in me.

Well, the other night confirmed it for me. I will tell the story and then what I plan on doing about it.

The other morning, I knew he was there because I was awake but still letting my last dream run its course and I heard him speak a nasty thing to me. He came out of nowhere, but I clearly heard him get involved in my conversation. I won't get into detail what was going on, but that was the first time ever that I realized that he is real.

That's when I exited the dream and entered reality and tried to cast him out. So, while I was AWAKE but still in my bed and eyes closed I tried to cast him out of me. I told him to get OUT and that I know he is in there, that I was COMMANDING him to get out. I felt 100% confident and it showed! I felt more powerful than ever. I could feel this tingly sensation take over me and some type of energy began to leave me, but then an even more powerful vacume energy began CLINGING to my body! Out loud (not in sleep but in real life) I started whisper screaming Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ! And you will not believe it, but my whole speech began slurring to where I could not say it anymore, like it was right out of a freaking movie!! He, or whatever it is, won this time. But I am now positive it is there.

IMMEDIATELY after I gave up I got up and brushed my teeth. Completely awake. So no, this was not sleep paralysis or dream world. Something is in me, CRAZY! Just happy I now know what needs to be done.

About 10 minutes after I brushed my teeth and was about to enter the living room I said out loud to him "You're going to leave" and I felt a tingly anger vibrate inside me. I said "I know you're there and Jesus is going to help me get you out. You will lose". That tingly anger energy vibrated in me again. So scary.

I will note that I am not religious, but extremely spiritual. I have heard time and time again to cast out a demon to say in the name of Jesus so that is what I did and *something* was extremely pissed. I mean, every time I go inside a Christian church I can FEEL something in me go apeshit. I just thought it was because I kinda view church as a cult, but now I think there's more to it.

I am going to look on having someone powerful pray over me and try to get this out. I know of people who do this and are reknowed for it. I have felt this in me for over a decade, but it could possibly be finally nearing an end.

Sorry for such a novel, but Tibetan, I see you are trying to fight this alone and it's not working. Have you thought of being prayed over and "exorcised"? It couldn't hurt, you know? I mean, if it gets rid of all this nonsense?