[jamixoxo]

So... I might just be getting a boyfriend soon...
...
Gaaaaaah! I sooo was not seeing this coming at this point in time. I suppose I should have and should have done something to prepare myself for the possibility of dating but... My focus has just been on anything but!

I guess advice is welcome but I mainly just needed to let this all out somewhere.

If any of it even makes coherent sense... lol.

Now that the dust has settled a bit... No real advice, just some observations/thoughts.

Yes, it makes sense... You, dear, are a budding rose - holding all the promise that entails. It's time to "see that coming"! Others obviously are
I think the most promising thing about this event is that you were excited at the possibility... Nervous, scared, and all that go with of course.
It's almost better it fell out the way it did - consider it a dry run for your emotions. Now you're better prepared for the next time - 'cause it's gonna happen!

Madame Jamiletta, my non-existent great, great gypsy grandmother, who I'm channeling right now, predicts a happy love life... She can see it in your 'squircle' So you still "might be getting a boyfriend soon".

-j