27-08-2013, 06:33
Hi miss, thank you for the warm welcomes :-)
I hope to find it too, its been far too long since I have been happy about myself
so sorry to hear of your assaults
I know I am not the only person in this world who has been attacked in their life
I have heard and I've read far to Many horror stories of people like myself being
abused, attacked and beaten sometimes even worse for what we are.
I have lived most of my life in fear of someone finding out my desire to be different from who I was.
I hate doing this but I feel everyone should know how hurtfull this world is
to some people
I was on my way to a localish midtown area that is tg friendly
an area I've been to quite a few times with some of my gg's before
well I had gone alone hoping to build my confidence and possibly meet some new people
like my self, well anyways I made it about fifty feet from my car
and heard these three a••holes begin to call me names and as I was about
to tell them to leave me alone, one had grabbed my hair and jerked my head back
as another kicked me in the stomach, which I just fell to the ground and curled up and waited for my "end" as they kept kicking and punching me, then they were just gone
I grabbed my things and got the hell out of there as quickly as I could, when I got home I sat in the car for hours thinking of ending my life......finally knowing I had been hurt pretty badly I decided to go inside and fix myself up, when I saw what was in the bathroom mirror, ashamed of what had happened and upset with what I am i somehow shattered all the mirrors and sat in all the broken pieces, again thinking of my way out, and one thought of my mom and I stopped thinking of what I was about to do.......
some cuts a lot of bruises and a couple broken ribs meant absoultley nothing compared to how mentally unstable I had become from it
I hope to find it too, its been far too long since I have been happy about myself
so sorry to hear of your assaults
I know I am not the only person in this world who has been attacked in their life
I have heard and I've read far to Many horror stories of people like myself being
abused, attacked and beaten sometimes even worse for what we are.
I have lived most of my life in fear of someone finding out my desire to be different from who I was.
I hate doing this but I feel everyone should know how hurtfull this world is
to some people
I was on my way to a localish midtown area that is tg friendly
an area I've been to quite a few times with some of my gg's before
well I had gone alone hoping to build my confidence and possibly meet some new people
like my self, well anyways I made it about fifty feet from my car
and heard these three a••holes begin to call me names and as I was about
to tell them to leave me alone, one had grabbed my hair and jerked my head back
as another kicked me in the stomach, which I just fell to the ground and curled up and waited for my "end" as they kept kicking and punching me, then they were just gone
I grabbed my things and got the hell out of there as quickly as I could, when I got home I sat in the car for hours thinking of ending my life......finally knowing I had been hurt pretty badly I decided to go inside and fix myself up, when I saw what was in the bathroom mirror, ashamed of what had happened and upset with what I am i somehow shattered all the mirrors and sat in all the broken pieces, again thinking of my way out, and one thought of my mom and I stopped thinking of what I was about to do.......
some cuts a lot of bruises and a couple broken ribs meant absoultley nothing compared to how mentally unstable I had become from it