[AbiDrew85]

Oy ve...my grandma (whom I was closer than my mother to) passed away a few weeks ago after a long haul, needless to say my head wasn't very much in NBE for awhile. She was in massive amounts of pain and taught me to look at the universe in such a way that death is a transition more so than an ending point so while I can't say I'm over it, I no longer feel like jumping off a bridge =P

So back to NBE
I can't say I've been completely adament about my massage, I have yet to miss a day but do skip either morning or nighttime massage on occasion. I should be getting back into the habit now that life is settling a wee bit. Yesterday, day one of ovulation, I started on the fennugreek and red clover in tea form. For some reason, I NEVER do my hypnosis, my boobs feel great when I manage to though. I am not going to measure until the 30th so one full month will have passed (but I'll probably measure once during luteal to compare swelling). My boobs feel the same but I see tiny signs of improvement to shape; the s/o claims they are more full but I always just assume he is trying to make me feel better. He's pretty good at that while immersed in moppiness I woke up one morn to this on the fridge:

Awww! That's too precious!