[AbiDrew85]

went traveling, and due to the circumstances I was under I practically starved for a few months, eating one or less than one full meal a day. As a result my stomach shrunk, I haven't ever been able to expand it because it is painful for me to overeat so I just don't overeat, and it keeps it small, so my meals are small and I need to be eating 6-8 times a day if I want to seriously gain some weight.

Oh yeah! That'll certainly do it! I'm thinking I'm quite possibly going to be having the same problem once I finally let go of my starvation diet and start eating again.

I'm not LITERALLY starving myself, as in, I'm not letting my body go into starvation mode... But I am taking in fewer calories than I actually need in order to get my body into an catabolic state so it eats away all my non-essential soft tissue. Muscle, fat, everything. Anything at all that is male-like about my body has got to go. Getting myself down nearly to a twig so I can start strategically putting stuff back on where I want it.

Really though all that'll entail is putting weight back on and making sure I don't miss any doses of my anti-androgens or my feminizing cocktail.

What's really incredible to me is just how feminine my body is looking the more and more twig-like I get. I really do have a ridiculously female skeleton for being supposedly male. I have no idea how I escaped having my skeleton masculinized as much as my soft tissue from years of living under the thumb of testosterone... but I'll take it!

And ugh. I'm so sorry to hear about the insomnia! I get it a lot too...