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I'm sorry

I can't really help you, cuz I'm actually working towards the opposite and trying to lose weight...

LOL. NO ONE ever seems to think I ought need to lose any weight though! And maybe in the long run I shouldn't. That I'm gaining boobs and NOT gaining weight means I AM losing weight, in actuality, right? Cuz the boobs are gunna be weighing something, and might be just the right amount of something to be offsetting some serious losses elsewhere. Hopefully mostly in the midsection!

My tummy has fat rolls. Significant ones. Until I tone those away I'm going to be on a weight loss regime.

There is a key difference between us though. Two actually. You're 4 inches taller and something like 20 pounds lighter.

I wonder why you have such a hard time keeping weight on... Most people these days are having the opposite problem.

Yeah if you are gaining boobage without gaining weight on the scale then you must be losing!

I think my problem is just inconsistency. I forget meals, or there just isn't enough healthy food around the house for me to eat enough to gain weight, or for example half the time I am so rushed at breakfast all I eat is an apple which will NOT help me gain weight at all. Plus when I was 17 I went traveling, and due to the circumstances I was under I practically starved for a few months, eating one or less than one full meal a day. As a result my stomach shrunk, I haven't ever been able to expand it because it is painful for me to overeat so I just don't overeat, and it keeps it small, so my meals are small and I need to be eating 6-8 times a day if I want to seriously gain some weight.

I think I will see weight gain come September because I will be living in residence where there is unlimited access to bagels, peanut butter, nutella, and yogurt, and also the cooks tend to cook fatty things while still supplying lots of vegetables and fruit. So I also think that is when I will see my boobs really start growing.

I am going to keep up with my boobs regime and the ainterol though, just cause I am not worried about saving it as I'd like to try a new brand in sept

Oh, and the past three nights the sleeping pills were NOT working nicely. I seriously gotta start meditating I think. I was up until 430am last night!! Got into bed at 9pm. Lack of sleep is ruining my skin, I keep getting stupid acne and they can't heal cause I don't sleep. Clearing my skin is my new main goal for the summer.