I have been doing butt exercises and taking maca the last couple of days. Even though the maca is in capsules, it still tastes nasty! Part of me wants them to work (because I want a bigger butt) and part of me does not (because I don't want to have to buy more or keep taking them). So conflicted! 
I have set a goal for myself. It has to do with why I'm here. Ever since I was little, I wanted small boobs...maybe I cursed myself? I didn't care about them before because I'm skinny so I thought I was proportional and was happy with my body. BUT now my mom and stepmom both have fake boobs. On top of that, my brother's gf has huge boobs too. So now I feel all inadequate and like the oddball. I feel like when people see us they're like 'why is she the only flat one, poor girl.' Anyway, every year we take Christmas pictures. Last year it was all of us (me, my brother's gf, my mom, and stepmom...even though my mom and dad are divorced we are still all like a family). I do not want to be the only flat one in the pictures! So my goal is to be at least a B cup by Christmas. I'm confident that I can get there. My boobs seem like fast responders (I just have a feeling). I'm still waiting for my PM and noogleberry to arrive so I can get started.

I have set a goal for myself. It has to do with why I'm here. Ever since I was little, I wanted small boobs...maybe I cursed myself? I didn't care about them before because I'm skinny so I thought I was proportional and was happy with my body. BUT now my mom and stepmom both have fake boobs. On top of that, my brother's gf has huge boobs too. So now I feel all inadequate and like the oddball. I feel like when people see us they're like 'why is she the only flat one, poor girl.' Anyway, every year we take Christmas pictures. Last year it was all of us (me, my brother's gf, my mom, and stepmom...even though my mom and dad are divorced we are still all like a family). I do not want to be the only flat one in the pictures! So my goal is to be at least a B cup by Christmas. I'm confident that I can get there. My boobs seem like fast responders (I just have a feeling). I'm still waiting for my PM and noogleberry to arrive so I can get started.
